The bible was written from many many other books and you are actually worshipping the energy of many different deities.. some now so loving and much darker than you may think. Spirituality is a solo self thing and your energy is as pure as you want it to be or let it be. Wake up.. religion was created to control the masses for political purposes as well as for financial gain. Mostly everything is a lie and I hate to burst your bubble but religion is the father of all lies.. they've been pimping people out like prostitutes for thousands of years and if you go against your pimp you get bitch smacked, and in the past murdered, raped and tortured. All we need to do is embrace our divine connection to everything and learn that everything is connected.. everything is love and everything is light. It's that simple.. โนโนโน