Went for a walk today and couldn’t help but laugh uncontrollably. Seeing everyone go about there days in this earth life that we have been conditioned to believe is all there is. Why the hell am I here I keep asking myself. Why in the world did I agree to this on my soul contract ? But deep down I have a big heart and it probably hurt to see all the things being inflicted upon the innocent people by the negative forces that be. I cannot live this slave life anymore I feel like I’m in one big amusement park, and a lot of people around me can not understand or comprehend the things I experience,see, research. The more I look within the more I want to go just pack up and go live in the mountains or forests and learn from the watcher guardians.