Yesterday, my older brother and I had a disagreement about something that turned to a heated discussion about religion, that ended, him calling me a new ager and me telling him that he’s legalistic. It’s funny to me now as I’m writing this lol but it seems like this always happens around holidays. I have a Christian background, and I’ve always felt sad around Christmas time when you’re supposed to be happy and joyful. And some Christmas music makes me sad. This is not new to me, I’ve always felt sad or melancholy around this time of year even when I was active in church. I guess, I learned to fake it all those years.