“Roads ? Where we’re going …we don’t need roads
“When this baby gets to 88mph you’re going to see some serious shit”! 💩
Ok ok ! I came up blank and I’m notorious for making aquard jokes at the worst times ! lol depending on your perspective! Rarely is that case ever in my favor ! lol sorry ! I’ll think hard and come back! lol
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13 Apr 00:18
Hi Sunny,
Like these lovely ladies have already stated you are not alone! And it seems like we are all in different places in our journey but most definitely going to the same destination!
My backstory is almos5 impossible to nutshell but here it goes! I’m a “PK”/(preachers kid! Notorious for being rebellious) we did the avandelistc ministry as a family I was singing in big churches when the mic was so heavy abd bigger than me! The ministry turned to more of a deliverance ministry! The 4 of us (my parents and brother) I have to say when in tune were a pretty powerful force! I could spot someone needing deliverance a Mike a way and was typically the one that was the boldest but we were a team! Hen I started getting older and I started questioning my fathers motives in the nministry! All my life my parents would introduce me to people and it never failed “OMG! She so beautiful! She is gonna give you trouble”! I heard it so much that when I came to the that fork in the road i rebelled and indie it with my whole chest ! lol I was absolutely fearless birding on reckless! Definitely the black sheep but I was so ingrained in me that I guess subconsciously I was just living up to what everyone expected of me! I never cared what anyone thought! From a young age I couldn’t wrap my brain around the concept of giving 2 shits what some other person thought of me! Let’s just say that attitude postured me in some unique and high levels of …..
Dangerous consequences! Luckily I got out of that life and had my first son! I opened my first salon and within 2 years I had 2 full service salons , a barber shop , days spa , abd a medi spa! So both periods of my life I was making 7 figures! Then in 2013 I was diagnosed with cancer! 3 times and a long laundry list of ways the hell tried to take me out! If I didn’t live it I would call the story teller a liar! lol but I said ally that to say this….when your on top EVERYONE around knows how to make you believe that they would reciprocate if the shoe was ever on the other foot ! Which was never the case! But buddy my first diagnosis they scattered like flies! That threw me into a dark place I had never been! Right after my durst treatment my X fiancé realized that the sugar mana was drying up and he literally left me with 2 kids only to find out he was married with 3 other children (I DO NOT DATE MARRIED MEN! He KNEW THAT) ! We were engaged had a baby like I had already sent out the invitations to a wedding that I wanted our closest loved ones 40 people on my property , a killer band , photographer, bomb dress and have a blast ! Well my clients see the top percent of high society here! Once one heard my quaint little wedding was turned into a quarter of a million dollar circus ! On my dime! So that wa what flipped my switch abd I went into a deep depression that stemmed to another laundry list of builshit! But slowly God plucked everyone out of my circle ! I was mad at the world ! I thought that was the start of my awakening! Looking back I quite a few jolts to wake me up but I’m stubborn !
Ok so believe it or not that is trimmed as I could get it!
I just wanted to throw some vulnerability and transparency out there so you could see that no one has it together …now that is definitely something we have in common ! I rarely get on hear anymore but I don’t believe in coincidences ….. wanna stumble through this crazy journey together? Thats an open invitation to anyone that I ever hear “needs someone “ ! I’ll be that someone ! I know the feeling! 😉