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My son being 4 yrs old was used as a puppet of evil he could not control his impulse to afflict pain on himself and to even killing himself but coming to realize in an instance what he was doing and stop and cry and not understand why. Like jumping out a two story building. Strangling himself with the mini blind cord. There is more but so that you get an image and feel his hurting. Spirit found me and I embraced it ✨️ and took to it so then I recieved the attacking. I would have battles in my head and was not in control of my hand. Light would speak, then darkness I would write for one and write for the other. I would write so fast that when I was done I could hardly make out some of the words. Moving on in time my son is now 8yrs old had a brain tumor on his pituitary the mass invaded it taking it down to nothing. Before yes he was hyper and there were no medications that helped him so I stopped giving them. He atheist had such a happy spirit but once his pituitary was removed so was his spirit. It was sad. To me it was placed there on purpose to trap my son. Sounds bizarre but it is how I have felt for a long time now.

Was not the apple hence >adultery< Eve and the serpent.

My head drawn downward, as the minor tilt of my neck turns towards the voice I have heard my whole life. Now for how I would listen and do or even harbor my attention toward it is this, as still soft voice, I struggle and lay desolate to the point of complete sluggishness(not a trait of any type of quality)_ none whatsoever. I am shameful ,I am eagerly aware, the proper ~NO WAIT~ the precision on this voice that I know is there for the will, will and always be, being known where and when I am to be, for what I am to do, but being unsure of the words that will be directed out from me; therefore i must fall to my face to fear; that I am for my trust is not with me. Trusting not in self that it speaks freely. A soul of old, Yes! they do exist their dwelling has for a time, until God raises them up again. You will know them by their words spoken as their fruits they do bloom. Oh God the creator of all things release me unto the world where ever you need I will be. For I serve you and you alone you shall say so shall mouth and heart obey thee. Here I am use me set me free. People will say, have, saying evil strings is what attaches me to the knowing of certain things, things I know but do not and with not much understanding. FOR I WANT to know that is what separates me. Evil does not dwell with me nor control my being for I am old so forth is my spirit never changing for in believing I believe one way. Being taught by the father he teaches, I chose to listen to grow closer to him to regain back the power he gave in time of old being chosen. For when I am loosened and speech be broughteh back then will my tongue have its power to say in Jesuss' name I say get out of this man leave him and be afraid depart depart depart, be no more under the influence of confusion and Rein, let God's love be now your rain and sin no more and be healed. Giving all Glory to God the one who let live, Live.

I am trying my best to groom myself to the truth. This is in words how I feel. And I know that i am able to fly or levitate because I dream on the matter often. But every time I have to relearn in each dream. I say my feeling outloud and of course people around me find me to be crazy but I know that I can. I am patient however I want to be set free. Please help me to get back to my original being. Please.H. E. L. P. M. E. amberbarnett@myyahoo.com