So the more they try to fuck me off the more I know I'm fucking them off it's actually getting funny now we are at the end i just got to sit back relax and laugh at what they are doing

Started to smoke through a pipe now so nothing i need to buy for like a year got a small tin of petrol for my lighter it's getting funny watching them trying to fuck me off it's like go hard it means I'm hitting them hard reading between the lines

I think they won't to stress me out to get me to punch my brother so I just got to keep cool i know what they trying to do it will wind them up more If i don't get upset like with my phone

Been 45 minutes and Only had 2 hay smokes usely 1 every 15 minutes so pretty good

I just put the hay through a blinded spray with stuff not to bad head rush i think it I'm fucking them off ha fucking ha ha

There is a song I heard since I was young but just now, took something from it. By Jesus Jones: Right Here Right Now. In that song they say many things that now makes my heart sing and makes me smile. One piece: “you know it feels good to be alive”. Another: “Right here right now, there is no ther place I want to be.” “Right here Right Now, WATCHING THE WORLD WAKE UP FROM HISTORY!” WOW how powerful is that?! I’m not completely sure what the song is all about but that is what I got from it, that they new.

So if it's not the jell that addictive i no longer need to ever buy smokes they done me a favour thanks you woke me up more

They forgot I've got the jell that addictive i was can spray it on hay and get my fix it's all good

Fuck I'm going to save a lot of money if I can't buy smokes that will be good if i give Up smoking it's because I'm meant to

I've given up smoking before 3 times when I was in hospital it didn't work then it won't work now