Just want to make this clear
I am a believer
But sometimes, it gets hard
My name is Dax
Dear God
Dear God, there's a lot of questions that I have about the past
And I don't want hear it from a human you made
So, you're the last Person that I'm ever gonna ask
Tell me what's real, tell me what's fake
Why is everything about you a debate? (Why?)
What's the point of love?
Everytime I've showed it, I was broken and it's forced me just to only wanna hate
Why's there only one you, but multiple religions?
(Why?) Why does every conversation end in a division?
(Why?) Why does everybody want to tell us how to live, but they won't listen to the same damn message that they giving?
Tell me how to feel, tell me what's wrong
I tried to call, pick up the phone, I'm on my own (pick up!)
Everybody said, you're coming back, then man, why the hell's it taking so long?
Why do I hurt? Why is there pain? (Why?)
Why does everything good always have to change?
(Why?) Why does everybody try to profit off another man's work, then destroyin' it just for monetary gain?
Tell me, are you black, are you white?
I don't even really care, I just really want to know what's right
They've been saying one thing, but I've been looking in the book
And it seems like they've been lying for my whole damn life
Tell me where I'm going - is it heaven or hell?
I just hope this message greets you well
Had a dream that I was walking with the devil
Don't remember how it feels, but I swear that I remember the smell
Looked me right into my eyes and told me, "Everything I wanted could be mine, if I gave up and decided to sell"
But I said I'd rather die than give mine and now, I'm here
Now I fear one man with a story to tell
Dear God, where were you when I needed it
When I fucked up and repeated it?
When they set the bar and I exceeded it? (Where were you?)
My life is like a book that they've been judging by a cover, but have never took the time to fucking read the shit
I remember telling you my goals and my dreams, but you didn't even answer, so, I guess you didn't believe in it
I remember sitting with a gun to my head trying to ask you for some help, but I guess you didn't believe in it
I don't want religion, I need that spirituality
I don't want a church, I need people to call a family
I don't wanna tell my sins to another sinner just because he's got a robe and he went to some academy
I don't wanna read it in a book, I wanna hear it from you
Don't wanna learn it in my school because they're hiding the truth
Don't wanna talk about it to another fucking human being, and that's only reason that I even stepped in this booth
Dear God, how do I take this darkness and turn it into light?
How do believe in a concept, where I speak to a man I've never seen with my own two eyes?
(How?) How do I know that religion wasn't made just to separate the world, and create a whole disguise
Just to keep us in these chains, while the rich get richer and the poor pray to you, and perpetuate a lie?
How do I know this ain't some big joke?
(How?) How can I have faith when there is no hope?
(How?) How the hell does one man have 100 billion dollars and we still have people on the street that are broke?
There's a lot of things, I wanna talk about, and get off my chest
I can't sleep 'cause the devil won't let me rest
I used to know a fucking pastor in a church, and I can still hear the screams of the kids, he would fucking molest
Dear God! Do you hear me?
(Do you hear me?) I'm supposed to fear you, but you ain't said shit
So, maybe it's you who actually fears me?
I don't know the answer, I just want to see it clearly
So many lies, there's a thousand different theories
All I want to know is, who really made religion 'cause I know it wasn't you but though nobody believes me
No more lies, no more death
Bring back King, bring back X
Please dear God, let their souls rest, protect who's left and watch their steps
Dear God (dear God, dear God)
I don't want to have to ask you again
I just hope that you know, that I'm still a believer, so, I'll end this all by saying Amen
It's Dax
***I'm not a Christian btw... I just like the way he thinks and puts words together.. A lot of like-minded ideas and thoughts.

I can't sleep i keep thinking about this
What if, with everything that's going on
The world really is coming to an end?
Then what?
What if it isn't a lie? (What if?)
What if we make it to
Heaven and don't get inside? (What if?)
What if we get to the gates and
See God on the other side and
He looks us in our face and says
Our whole lives we've wasted time?
What if we can't go back? (What if?)
What if we can't redo this life
And get one second chance?
What if our future happiness is
Memories of our past (God)
While we burn forever haunted
By the devil's laughs? (Ha ha haha)
Why? Why do we push them away? (Why?)
And why do the ones we work
To keep never actually stay? (Why?)
Why do we focus on tomorrow
And forget about today (Why?)
And smile in everybody's face and try
And act like we're okay?
Why do we live this way? Why do we hate?
Why do we fight?
Why do we act like there's time
And got more than one life? Why? (Answer me)
Why? WHY!? Why? Why?
I'm older and looking for truth
I'm holding my faith in my hand but the pain
In this world has been shaking it loose
I used to have so much to gain
Now I have so much to lose
They say I'm crazy for looking for answers
I say they crazy for not giving proof
Vision is blurred, I'm over concerned
I'm looking at God to see if life
With him is something I've earned
The devil's been watching he's tryna recruit
He's been waiting at every turn
I'm driving this life on the highway
To hell but I won't burn, fuck!
We know the difference
We know what is wrong and
We know what is right
But Satan is strong, God
And most of your people are losing the fight
(We try) so what if we fail?
What if we can't escape his lies? (What if?)
What if we can't change
What if he still controls our minds?
Where do we run? Where do we go?
Who do we talk to?
We look around and everyone we
See is lost too (Fuck)
What if life was just some
Test that we all do? (What if?)
What if you were busy when we called you?
What if hell's on earth?
What if being born is dying
And dying's birth?
Would that mean life's not God's
Gift but the devil's curse?
And to live was to be
Evil 'cause it's words reversed?
What if the devil entered a pastor
And he led a church?
What if we looked for the truth
But didn't know where to search? (Where?)
What if the books they said to
Read had never been your words? (What if?)
What if we chose to follow you
But we still had that urge?
Will you forgive us for our sins
And let us in your world?
God we at the gates (What if?)
We couldn't see, hear, or touch you
But we had faith we know we messed up
We human and we make mistakes
So we just begging we get in
And that you'll have grace (Please)
God! What if we didn't mean it?
What if the place we grew
Up forgot to teach it?
What if we never even got the
Chance to go and seek it?
Then what, then what? (Then what?)
Dear Family we're in scary times
Nobody has the answers
Just make sure we spread love and believe
My name is Dax

Has anyone been to one of the healing centers yet?
I have an appt for next week and I can't wait!!

A gift 🎁 to the people. For the people by me, but it was given to me also. I am just paying it forward. ☯️♀️♂️💟🕸️🧲🤔♥️🎭🪽💯🌮

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1icdbWDtvKA0S61oGSWcGE5AIAhgfr2Ds/view?usp=drivesdk

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In 1962, look it up, the government did an operation which they called fishbowl, firstly.. What is a fishbowl? It is a container for a fish to live in whereas the fish cannot leave the fish bowl because the fish bowl is keeping the fish inside and what is the fishbowl made of? Glass, which would be impenetrable by a fish right?? So why name the operation "Fishbowl"..? They could've named it anything else in the world but they chose the word fishbowl.. it means what it says and says what it means. Why would you be testing nuclear bombs in our atmosphere? Does that make sense to do at all..? An average kindergartner could answer that question correctly. Hey let's just shoot some nuclear bombs up in the air that we breathe to explode them to see how it affects the atmosphere.. yeah that's a great idea! But anyways, the video goes on the show basically the same distinction of impact effects on the firmament with the nuke as well as the bullet to the target. They had to tell people something though right?? They couldn't have hundreds of thousands of people asking why there was a nuclear explosion in the sky so they came up with a cover story and narrative that suggests they were testing nuclear bombs explosions in our atmosphere.. it makes absolutely no sense so if you use your critical thinking, which was robbed from us from childhood you can clearly see the truth.. All the answers are out there if you have enough kooth to search for them. ❤️999❤️

History repeats itself correct? Right before Hitler became the dictator mass murder he was a man set a blaze a parliament building in order to bring awareness to the country about what was to come in regards of dictorial communism So The man was publicly executed on stage in front of the entire country to show the exuberant amount of power the Nazi party had obtained and what silence anyone that came against it, Max, the man that set himself ablaze outside the Trump trial basically was saying the same thing, he claimed that he had done extensive research and that there would be a government coup whereas Biden and Trump are actually one in the same, which I have explained before, Trump never left office.. he signed executive orders before the end, or what seem to be the end, of his last term, that would actually leave him making all the presidential decisions from any type of way that he deemed necessary, maybe he actually created all of this? In order to actually take over the entire government.. I mean you can't possibly think that Biden is actually the Joe Biden who once existed..? Max called himself a blaze in front of the Trump trial in order to bring awareness to a government coup that was apparently supposed to happen very soon and he warned that it was a revolution because his words were true and if you look up the definition of revolution that is exactly what it is..
(Revolution - a forcible overthrow of a government or social order, in favor of a new system..) *** overthrow or repudiation and the thorough replacement of an established government or political system by the people governed. Sociology. a radical and pervasive change in society and the social structure, especially one made suddenly and often accompanied by violence. Compare social evolution. Darkness, my friends, is on the horizon. I feel as if it is inevitable.. The people are so separated that neither side will take a loss in a non-egotistical maniac way. I fear death may be on the agenda in the near future.. I also seen a press conference where John Kirby was questioned about whether or not they were going to start evacuating US citizens but basically started talking about a war outside of the United States that may spread to the United States whereas they would evacuate people in regards of that situation but I feel as if it has nothing to do with any type of war outside of the United States but rather in the United States.
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The way of harm
I put myself in the way of harm.
When harm is coming there is no alarm.
So much of my life there's been so much sacrifice.
I've sacrificed almost everything without thinking twice.
I know in the end it's for a good cause.
I'm not expecting anyone's applause.
I don't feel alone, but alone I continue to be.
Thank you Lord for allowing my power of 3 to see.
What I see is for me alone.
To others I'm trying to let it be shown.
As the saying goes, don't go toward the light.
That statement is false, so don't lose sight.
Stargun 🌟🔫👁️

I would love to hear your input on the comment Ray made about there being no negative ET’s. No reptilians secretly manipulating humanity. I understand when he said it is the psychopaths (all humans doing this) evil stuff. So there is No negative ET manipulation? What about the Lyran and Orion wars. Annunaki? Did these beings morph into look like a human like his dolphin friend? (Still and ET in my book but very spiritually advanced) I feel like when he said All other planets do not have eco-systems with plant and wildlife is an controversial statement, and doesn’t resonate with me but would love some sort of a way to understand. SSP claims and solar warden, false?

Sorry I’ve been in the rabbit hole, but this shit fascinates me!