April 17

Around 14 years ago, I had 3 reoccurring dreams over the course of 2 years. They were the most vivid dreams I've ever had in my life and they were all exactly the same from what I can remember
The dreams consisted of 3 scenes like out of a movie, however It felt very real. The pain and heartache I felt was real.
The first thing I saw was that I was standing to the entrance of a town that was on fire and the sky was smokey and red. Despite the panic of the people around me and the heavy smoke and heat, I felt oddly calm but I was also very confused as to what was going on. I decided to look up into the sky and in all the heavy smoke appeared a large red planet. It didn't seem like it was going to crash, kind of just sitting there spinning on an angle. It was so close that i felt like you could touch it at some points. The more I looked at the planet the more scared an panicked I felt.
Then the scene changed and I was suddenly on a beach in the middle of the night. I heard many people behind me just sobbing and wailing, I also felt heavy with sorrow and felt myself crying. The water was calm, nothing but little ripples here and there and the water was black, the sky was also pitch black and it just gave of the feeling of emptiness. In the water sat a little boat/craddle and in it was a little baby girl, she was sleeping peacefully and with my eyes filled with tears I pushed the boat out into the open body of water. I felt so much pain as if I've lost a child. But the baby was alive and well. I felt nothing wrong with her. She had beautiful energy radiating from her .. I don't know why I had to let her go.
Then I ended up back in the town I was in prior, the sky was blue and the sun was shining, buildings were collapsed all around me with a bit of smoke and debris from the ground and people were searching the rubble for their loved ones. I was also searching for someone and I was standing in front of a collapsed basement where I spotted somebody's arm sticking out from under a large concrete slab. I panicked and started crying for help .. that's when I woke up and I was actually sobbing and my pillow was soaked.
Has anybody else experienced anything similar? Are these dreams or past memories? I have never been able to remember many of my dreams, tge ones I do remember are short dreams that typically don't makes sense and are very random. This dream has stuck with me over the years and I still remember the emotion I felt as if it had just happened.

Thank you for reading 🤍💞🌈

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