This is accurate for myself and the positive side of the polarity seems strange,uncomfortable, and foreign. I'm learning to be okay with the other sides of shit.. you'd think it'd be easier to exist in a positive and good reality but it's actually very intimidating and confusing..well for me it is. Once you've been engulfed and swallowed up by the darkness the light seems like an unfamiliar place.. a new planet if you will..with new people..new species..and new perceptions on reality. But..I think I'll be alright on the other side of shit.. it takes time.. all that is a type of illusion in itself but today I choose to experience the opposite of shit..πŸ’©