This is spot on if you're in the midst of a spiritual awakening.. I go through these. Of time where I'm more or less have to force myself to participate in feeding my spirit and taking time to understand myself and understand my messages coming in from my higher self and my Spirit guides and other entities but whenever I actually take the time to sit down and try to understand what's going on.. that's one of her breakthroughs and true understanding come in.. but the part of pushing yourself whenever things seem hard, impossible or just simply confusing is the key to growing spiritually.