I FELT LED TO SHARE THIS POEM THAT I WROTE YEARS AGO ABOUT FEELING INSIGNIFICANT WHILE TRYING TO REALIZE I WAS BEING MENTALLY ABUSED.. HOPE THIS HELPS SOMEONE... WHY DON'T YOU SEE ME Am I a translucent spider... Because all you see are legs. I'm still here,but you don't see me.
Am I the sun on a rainy day... Because all my light is gone. All those other bright days, but it's not enough
Am I not the girl on the screen... Because you understood & cared about her. You understand them, but condescend me.
Am I gonna be in your dreams... Because you ignored me & went right too sleep. I thought I was the ONE,but you're lying to me.
Am I at least an atom or a cell... Because you said I should sit & not talk. I guess I'm existing, but you even took that from me. ALH 5/2010 ABUSE IS NOT JUST PHYSICAL, MENTAL ABUSE IS JUST AS BAD & YOU DONT HAVE TO TAKE IT BECAUSE YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!
UPSIDE-DOWN WORLD Lost in the World of DARK, I have no hope & want to stay parked. Feeling the "feels", while spinning my "wheels" I want to go sleep & to just take a pill.
Lost in the World of GREY, I think nothing here gets in my way. Feeling no "feels", & spinning no "wheels" I want to feel love & learn how to "deal".
FOUND in the World of LIGHT, I know my soul is all snug & tight. Feeling the thrills, while climbing up hills I want to stay here,...infinity to Nil.
How do I make it?,...How do I fight?... To know when there's darkness, Soon to follow will be light. ALH 8/2024
May not be beautiful to many, but it is to me... beautiful Arcturus in the summer sky tonight❤️🌏👽❤️ I need to invest in a better camera though for sure🤷♀️
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