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I BALLED MY EYES OUT CRYING 4 MORE THAN 5 HOURS WATCHING THIS - IN HORROR - IT TRIGGERED SO MANY            F¥€KED UP CHILDHOOD MEMORIES 4 ME - & MY FATHER BEING THE ONLY CITIZEN PSYCHIATRIST IN THE WHOLE COUNTRY OF SIERRA LEONE SINCE 1981 & HE JUST OBSERVED THE DAILY VERBAL & PHYSICAL & EMOTIONAL & PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE I WAS SUBJECTED TO - & I WOULD BEG HIM ON MY KNEES FOR HIM TO MAKE ALL OF MY ABUSE FROM MY MANIC ABUSIVE MOTHER WHO HAD DAILY VIOLENT FITS OF RAGE STOP - & HE WOULD JUST LOOK AT ME ON MY KNEES BEGGING 4 SAFETY & HIS HELP TO CHANGE THE HORRIFIC DANGEROUS SITUATION THAT MY BRAIN WAS DEVELOPING IN FOR THE FIRST 18 YEARS OF MY LIFE - & MY PSYCHIATRIST FATHER (WHO SPECIALIZED AT THE ROYAL COLLEGE OF PSYCHIATRY IN LONDON) WOULD JUST SAY TO ME “I CAN’T SEE ANYTHING WRONG - THERE IS NOTHING WRONG GOING ON HERE” & HE WOULD SHAKE ME OFF OF HIS LEG AND GO TO HIS ROOM & LOCK THE DOOR. WHEN SEVERELY STRESSED I SLEEP WALK LIKE A ZOMBIE DOING O.C.D THINGS  -SO  I’VE BEEN TOLD!!!

TOOK ME OVER 5 HOURS TO WATCH THIS AND I AM STILL CRYING AS I WRITE THIS REPLY TO YOU… WHO OR WHAT IS REALLY RUNNING THIS AWFUL NIGHTMARE VIDEO GAME ON THE SURFACE OF THIS PLANET - AND WHY SUCH HATRED TOWARDS THE HUMAN RACE AND EVEN MORE SO - THE INNOCENCE OF LITTLE CHILDREN?!! 

“ALIEN INTERVIEW” PUBLISHED BY LAWRENCE SPENCER IN 2008 SAYS WE ARE ALL IMMORTAL SPIRITUAL BEINGS TRAPPED HERE ON THIS PRISON PLANET AND  WE ARE FORCED TO REINCARNATE LIFETIME AFTER LIFETIME AFTER LIFETIME TO HARVEST OUR SOUL/ SPIRITUAL BEING ENERGY - SPECIFICALLY THE ENERGY FREQUENCY OF SUFFERING AND TORTURING AND STARVATION AND WAR AND DESTRUCTION AND DYING AND GRIEF AND FEAR AND TERROR… WHAT RACE OF BEINGS DID THIS TO US AND HOW LONG AGO AND WHY IS EARTH THE HELL HOLE PRISON PLANET DUMPING GROUND FOR UNDESIRABLE IMMORTAL SPIRITUAL BEINGS FROM ALL OVER THIS GALAXY FROM DIFFERENT SOLAR SYSTEMS AND OTHER GALAXIES DUMP THEIR UNWANTED IS-BE’S HERE ALSO - SO THIS PRISON PLANET EARTH IS A PLANETARY SIZED LABORATORY THAT DOUBLES FOR A PRISON WHERE REVOLUTIONARIES & MAD EVIL SCIENTISTS &  DICTATORS & PSYCHOPATHS AND SERIAL KILLERS AND DEMENTED SICK PEDOPHILES AND RAPISTS AND FANATICAL TERRORISTS AND ASSASSINS & SUICIDE BOMBERS & PHILOSOPHERS AND ARTISTS OF EVERY KIND ARE ALL LUMPED TOGETHER!

I TOTALLY RESONATE WITH EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE SEEN AND HEARD “RAY” SAY AND I SO WISH THAT I COULD MEET HIM IN PERSON!!!

HAVE YOU OR RAY EVER READ “ALIEN INTERVIEW” PUBLISHED BY LAWRENCE SPENCER IN 2008? IT IS THE PUBLISHED TRANSCRIPTS OF THE VERY LONG INTERVIEW BETWEEN THE SOLE SURVIVING ALIEN FROM THE 1947 ROSWELL UFO CRASH AND A NURSE AT THE 509th BOMB GROUP  - WHICH AT THAT TIME WAS THE ONLY NUCLEAR WEAPONS ARMED STRATEGIC AIR COMMAND (S.A.C) IN THE WHOLE WORLD THAT ALSO UTILIZED SCALAR WAVE RADAR TECHNOLOGY… IN HIS LAST INTERVIEW BEFORE HE DIED - CANADIAN FORMER MINISTER OF DEFENSE PAUL HELLYER SAID THAT HE READ THIS TOP SECRET FILE OF THAT INTERVIEW FROM 1947… PLEASE ASK RAY EXACTLY WHO ARE THE “ANUNNAKI” AND WHAT PLANET AND SOLAR SYSTEM ARE THEY FROM AND IN WHAT CONSTELLATION - WHEN DID THEY FIRST ARRIVE ON EARTH AND WHICH RACE OF BEINGS GENETICALLY TAMPERED WITH HOMO ERECTUS / AUSTRALOPITECUS IN AFRICA TO CREATE HOMO SAPIENS - AND HOW MANY DIFFERENT GALACTIC RACES WERE INVOLVED