several years ago almost 35 years I was being read a special reproduction of an old manuscript and all of a sudden I wake up in a pod . My physical body has been 8n stadis there for lifetimes I was told. my conscious was very much alive and they have been monitoring me. They showed me this of purse I was in an holographic form met my children. I was very tall thin and blond hair I am the head scientist in that huge ship that was or is larger than earth. I've had different exp use to time travel and shift. as I got in my 40s it has slowed down considerably. I am very curious about my exp and listening to the TLS episodes are triggering much for me