I understand that these evil people are doing wrong. And why and how they got this control. I try to put myself in there shoes and wonder why they would do this or want to do this to us people in the entire world besides just having control with the whole world. There is a positive and a negative to everything right? So we all know the negative and if there mind was in the right place with all of this what could the positive be for there doings? And what would happen if they didn't do all they do ? With purposely basically killing people. Would this planet be over populated! How would we prevent overpopulation on this planet if there wasn't anyone in control and we didn't have all the cancers and all of this fake covid and etc. What would happen and how would we handle it. Do you think the se people in control had good intentions with population in the beginning and then turned evil or were they just always evil.

I feel like I'm always helping people in a spiritual manner. I work in an industry where I see and talk to people all day and I have strangers that will pour there life stories onto me and current situations and I have been told many times how wise I am and great advice I give for just there understanding in why things are the way they are. I also am a firm believer in asking who what when where why how and keep going deeper with the same questions till I no longer can find an answer. But most of the time there is an answer to everything with those 5ws and an H

I want to live in a small town where everyone knows each other and everyone works together as a community and gets a long and has that small town home feel to it peace, serenity, calmness ,hear the birds chirping, here the wind blowing seeing the stars at night time in a clear night sky see the moon shining. Listen to the crickets on a summer night. Living in the city is really getting to me bthe noise never stops especially here in Tucson so close to the border and as a bartender I can tell you the things I see all around me on a daily basis , what you here on the news or what you here the " conspiracy theorists" ( I can't stand those two words) say, is true 100 percent. Very few businesses are legit without doing the backdoor shit when it comes to trafficking in every way. The tunnels are very real and the evil is everywhere. Tucson America illusion by day and Tucson Mexico cartel by night Tucson is not owned by the US. That's for sure. Walk into every bar and pay attention

Always ask who what when where why how with everything and it takes you deeper and deeper and it's all connected and they just refuse to even try to do there own research I get told I can't believe everything I hear and see but yt they are doing this themselves. It's almost impossible to wake them up. When covid hit China. I knew all of this was going to happen and noone believed mebitnyet I'm the person that even starngersbwill come to me tell me there problems and need advice I've always been the one that people come too for help, advice or just to tell me there problems. They are drawn to me. But they don't believe me when I tell them what's going on. That's how brainwashed they are. When the whole world was shut down. I imagined myself above earth looking down at how still it was and how creepy and sad it was .the whole entire world was on lockdown and how easy it was for everyone to obey this with no questions asked. I couldn't believe it. I felt alone .

It absolutely gets so irritated when people can't see what is going on. I am so tired of being called a conspiracy theorist. I am someone who has not paid a attention in school and never paid attention to politics .I did not start paying attention to anything with government and the world until trump became president. And I guess it was easier for me to wake up because I wasn't brainwashed with all the crap the media and government has been telling everyone. I had a fresh mind when seeing all of what trump was trying to tell people. And being called a conspiracy theorist makes no sense to me because I do research and think for myself. I explain it like all of the info are pieces of a puzzle and when you put it all together it fits nicely and that is the proof that they need. And take each puzzle piece and research it research the person you are hearing from research there family research there money research everything and fallow the money research the people that tell the lies.

How does tls know who to approach to bring into the organization. How to they pick and choose this. How do they know. I swear I feel like I've been going crazy . I see all kinds of stuff with different eyes. There is no going back. I've been studying this for 4 years now after I almost died from cancer. Well the surgery , the Dr cut my being to my main artery in 4 different spots . During a hysterectomy. I am very lucky to be alive and sense then I have been on this road of spiritual ess and wanting to know more and more and more. I'm so into numerology as well. I want to know all aspects. People are drawn to me and tell me there life stories and problems and feel the comfort with me. Even strangers. It's so weird. I have experienced so much to know this is true. 100 percent. I feel blessed. But tired. Very tired

When covid was in China. I knew right away what was going to happen. The first second I seen it on the news. And people thought I was over reacting and crazy I have been right about everything so far. I'm so pissed that so many people complied to this and never seen what was really going on .and it is then who has caused what is happening right now and about to happen. What's about to happen I feel is sooooo bad I live in Tucson and I see so much crap in the night life bevil comes out at night. It's all around me. I feel it.

This video is 1 hour 11 min.