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Central Alabama is where I live. I wish there were members near me, I sure could use some support down here. Until a year ago I held a continuos wonder circulating within this vastly curious pea-sized brain I have sitting atop two aged shoulders in need of an upgade. I've traveled all over America and many others countries, but only Alabama has puzzeled me; why aren't people flocking here? On the State vehicle tag it says, "Alabama the Beautiful". This state is beautiful and its got the most water above and below ground, balanced weather, mountains, the beach, great road system, lowest property taxes, yet people are not flocking to the state; Not even the immigrants. We have the lowest labor rates and you never hear of protest since Civil Rights became an issue. Alabama does lead the world by having the longest Constitution and leads the nation in the highest prison Population. I think it's time this State got flocked by people in arms to free it or we get some Divine Intervention. 

wide-open. I could write much more on this, but I have written enough to give you a different perspective. 

There is one more critical point necessary to have in place as your foundation that will allow for a very natural progressive flow toward your destination. You must rid your mind of stuck attention and establish an alarm bell to go off in your head when stuck attention sneaks back in and it will always try to, but get rid of it. If you are about to lose your house, or get divorced, or lose your job, of you have serious body problems, about to get sued, sitting on lies and so forth. Some of the worst stuck attention issues are "maybe's". Maybe's clog up a persons mind in ways like no other. Lastly, clean-up and maintain impeccable ethics, which includes making others that come into your vicinity keep their ethics in too! Good luck brother of light, I hope this helps.

many people as we can, but you must not do that. Reserve your help for people like yourself that actually reach for it and only after they have invested their own energy in their reach, as you have done here. This is the sole reason I am writing this to you. Next, you have to get rid of thinking about it so much. In the beginning what you have done here is a great start, by writing them down. Often I would leave what I wrote in a drawer and go back to ita week or two later. For me it took that long to reach my goal of, "out of sight, out of mind" status. Now this time read your list as though you were reading someone elses writing and out beside each point write down your first impression in a short note. Include-> if it entails any aspect to your ego; throw away anything that gas to do with others. Is this an individual matter or a group matter? It is a 100% to do with you only matter; what good does it do to lock yourself into a theory, this is polar opposite of where you need to be

date. Now this may sound crazy as hell to you for me to say, but AK, just look at all the thoughts you are investing into this? For me, consider it this way. Inside my head is a mature forrest for when the wind blows the tops of the trees move in sync and on the forrest floor there is endless clear  pathways to walk on a padded forrest floor beneath my feet from the years fallen leaves. Again, for me if I were to put in that forrest these considerations you wrote above would be equilvalent to my forrest floor being riddled with heavy under growth of briars and vines I'd have to cut my way through. 

Of course, a good question would be how to clear your mind of undergrowth? The thing we all must first own up to is that all of us on this journey are people who have availed themselves on helping others. You must adopt the fact, this is one thing that you must put yourself first with and leave it tottally up to others to find their own way. It is only natural for us to want to pull up as  

AK, thanks for sharing this. This a great breakdown for me and others to read that expresses from your perspectives while seeking your own way onto the transformation path. Before reading this I had no concept that anyone attempting to or is going through there own personal transformation would flow for them in this manner. I am in no way insinuating its right or wrong and besides, who am I to determine that for you or anyone anyway, I'm not qualified to do so, nor is any other either. 

The best I can offer up is how it is and has gone for me and if what I write resonates to you, grab onto it, transform that bit of information and make it your own. The second best bit of information are the first thoughts that popped in and back out of my mind as I read what you wrote. 

For me-> I do not think, it just muddles up my mind and slows my progress down, often to a crawl and even with a solution I may have thought up I have found myself more times than not revisiting the same issue at a later

Kristin W Thank you for your heart felt words. I didn't know I was in my wife's account when I wrote the comment. What I just wrote under Clifford Davis may resonate with you. I ran out of space and wrote in the reply section of my comment to finish it. 

Akhi Thanks friend! I just wrote something pretty profound. I didn't realize I was on my wife's account when I wrote the comment. My name is Clifford. I ran out of space and had to finish it in a reply to my comment.

I don't know what happened, I'd type words, but no words would go down, so I'll tell you the rest here. 

She & I just could not communicate. It was awful. I sought understanding and all she sought was to be right and not change a thing. For me, if I'm wrong I want to know it, not not know it, otherwise how can anything ever improve, right? To me it's all about expanding myself, not staying put because its what I'm used to. I can also get used to better and that's what understanding does. Then in hit me like a ton of bricks, "we do not exist in the same dimension". Essentially, her thinking in 2nd dimension-> black/white; here or over there; lets put the box up top or on the floor. You know those cloth shoe holders that can be hung from on closet rod that runs down to the floor, she can't stand them, shoes go on the floor, she says. There's 50 more 2-D examples and hell I'm in an out of 5-D now. Understanding is not possible because for me there is so many more ways to do the same thing.

The most amazing thing happened last night that is quite mind-blowing to say the least. I only bring it up here because what I have to say might very well benefit one or all that read this, it's my hope anyway. 

My marriage was in a stalemate and my wife loaded up her truck, 16' trailer and her 100' Pitbull headed back to her hometown in the next state over. The next 2 days she lived in total hell which turns out to be the best medicine for both of us. This woman is stronger than an Ox, and I admit, she can damn sure whip my ass in a fight, but I can out run her if need be. Anyway, this event brought about the first opportunity to share reciprocating dialog with her since I've known her, but I sure wasn't expecting what's coming up. Oh, I've had plenty cognitions and realizations throughout my life, but I've never a magnitude 10 cognition before. This one was so powerful I think it rearranged the floorplan of my house. Had to of because how else do I explain running into so many walls? 

OMG-> All but two or three of the things this guy tried to get himself feeling better, I did myself!!! I have at least 5 root canals right now! I'm now 70 and had my first root-canal in my 20's. A few years ago, I had two more, but the procedure had changed. Before, my local Dentist did the root canal, but my new modern day Dentist referred me to a specialist. It is my understanding that general Dentist no longer do them at all. A root canal is good money for a Dentist and not a complicated procedure, plus with my 6-children maybe one of them ever had a cavity. Why would Dentist give up such a lucrative and easy to perform  procedure to a specialist?  What do I do about this and where do I go to get this handled.

My truck is fueled-up and ready to go. Say where and when and count me in! My favorite ice-creme is chocolate mint chip, but in this case it's probably best I leave out the mint chips, and I can sleep standing up if need be. Thank you so much for the work you have done!