nicole buck

Oceanside, CA, United States

Commented on DISCLOSURE 2

Apr 08 at 05:05 AM

I have so much to say . I don't know that this is the right forum. I'm going to try to tell u about what I've lived and also tell u that somewhere along the line these "psychopaths" changed things & I for so.etime now I have not been living . Not as I understood I was to live . I had an experience. It was questioned if I'd make it through the night I had infectionin my heart. (im writing about it ) I remember knowing before wasn't scared but when I was admitted I went somewhere I went to love. It was like I was in the center the core of what it is . where it began. Your a part of it. It's ...nothing on earth can compare to the feeling . It's mire then beautiful, more then peace it's home and it's safe and it's just... I don't know how to explain the feeling but I wanted to stay.simutaniously my 3 kids lives I saw & I understood didn't hear but understood that I was to go back because of my understanding and desire for that love. I was to go back & give it back to the world because