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So it's understood where I'm at currently and the Blick that has taken over . I'm exhausted & can't seem to break what's going on . There's.. there's just a lot. I built this just indifferent. Callus way of just existing . But th r es so much mire to this . So much. I know I was lucky to have been a part of the collective . I mean I was in it I kniw what it is . It's beautiful nithing in this wired can compare . U know the others are there but no one matters mire or less because ur all together and it's just live and peace ND giving it back k to life in all the beauty we see around us everyday. A child's laugh. A flower, the clouds the breezes. The beauty in the green of the trees . So many . Just all of the good things that is who we become and where we stay and it's flicking incomprehensible to those who haven't seen and I have to be aloud to go back cuz that's home but through physical permanent diagnosis . And through loss i learned the workd didnt want want it. Now ...well 2bc

Loaded, drinking . Sp I told my parents do t fight its us we are high. So they sent me to a home. But the family just never recovered. Mom started writing had an affair. I was 15 Ajay in he collage& not living at home. Saw her told my dad. Then left my bf 2 live w/ my dad . He didn't do well with it. Starting leaving partying it was all gone the family was just gone no home to go to. But I still. I knew. When people through the years started trying to mess with me it's tell them. I don't belong to you. I Ajay fought you and I won. I was safe & I knew who had my back. Years later my sister was still in her head messed up. She was an asshole though so I told her . I want my sister back . She said do u think your going to get her. I'm a very old spirit. I've been around for centuries. Then I heard my voice fir a moment say yes & then I don't kniw because something else was speaking through me . Was tippy. So anyways gonna stop. If ok to cont. Please tell me id lIke to

I'm continuing . I'm just gonna tell sone of my stiry so u cN see what's happening. Imstuck . So back to cotton. In the door say the Easter bunny had caught his tail .mom cooked, baked, chores, woodshed in the garage. Garden,horse, dad made us a play house. They were amazing patents & so when there 2 daughters started seeking out (id go w/ my sis sometimes and her boyfriebds would do these ceremonies in the Bamberg talk in a different voice/ language. Cabriolet weird designs on floor . I thought it was just a heavy metal thing till kids started dying then voni disappears. My dad is a vet he was shot m16. He never took meds. We never lived under his pain. He is a man & taught us so many needed virtues, so then they sent me & my sis down to banning CA. Aunts. I asked my sus what happened b4 they found her she just shook her head. Then caMe mom & Matt he was 9. Then dad. He sold house everything but a uhail & cat . Then everything was different. Fighting in fam . We started getting

I completely am following you on everything. Years ago I was allowed to be in that love first hand. My aorta was collapsing from a bacteria from shooting dope.27 broken back/bf hostage 7 months. I knew I was dying want afraid.my sis always said I lived in the spirit world. It was the one thing I was sure of. I never took the Bible verbatim but I knew that it was my guide it spoke to me in so many situations. There's so much. At 12 my family moved from Spokane wa.to CA. A cult. Teachers, parents, the whole town. Myparents put it on the news after the found my mussi g sister 1/2 way to Seattle. She was 15. Many kids suicide. Played with quijibaord in science class.befire that I wasblessed with an amazing family, parents awesome. Dad was a cross Bryan grizzly Adam's & tombstone guys. Hunting ,fishing, white Christmas all or rekatives lived in CA. So my mom & dad's family's would send us tons of presents. My dad used to go all out every holiday. He would go buy real cotton &

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I think u will like this . I don't want to post it on the page u guys post things . Thats a bit presuptous it is however, amazing.( I think.) falls in line with you proof about codes in the Bible. Facts not guesses .It's super cool . Please let me know your opinion if possible

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I've written this at least 5 times. Bcuz there's so much. But if meant ,it will be heard. For a moment I got Tobe a part of that intrinsic collective love.its undescribable. I knew everyone was there but we were a part of each other. No body just love as one.humbling. then my analogy many arrows to the heart. And the scavengers sense something dyingand the come to tear off what is left. I believed i was nothing. kids lived in someplaces id stay & in For a little while I was able to show real love existed. It was real for me because it mattered. Reading was a fav.They woukd smile & were happy. At least I could do that.Tried 2 give that love back to the world but it didn't want it.recently. I bganwriting agin. .then stumbled on unity. Uve no idea. It was real.Hope,Remembering. i want this more then nething. I Need to know how to blok neg& live love again. Planting in soil Not sand 4423179719

Faith I have a lot to say and to ask . I will but can't now . Thank u . Just thank u . I'm remembering it . I hope I can get to a point that I can be a part of this good energy again . I'm trying to get back to lose the anger and despair and I remember. I feel I was robbed . But I allowed that and that's not how it was supposed to be but I have has people come to me directly and told me they were sent to tell me or help me and I have used drugs and I have been a jerk at times angry but not to others to myself and yet the live in my heart I felt had died has not . I was foolish I am trying to come back to it fully this time. I feel my son is the reason . The middle one and he has it already they tried to destroy it in him as well . But he is healed now and I am cleaning up and I am remembering and I know . I felt it I was there in that love that energy and that is home and the goal and there is no other so u haven't guard the last of me I'm writing something I hope to make a differenc

I'm continuing I think its important. ....because that's how it was meant to be originally. And then I understood that it wasn't about me . Then I was back in the room& tears from beauty were running down my face . I was told that overnight the bacteria that was collapsing my aorta had lifted enough to where I just had to have a pick line that fed medicine directly above my heart . They said 8 weeks . I was better in 7. Alot happened while I was there . I can't get into that now but I met people . Helped people and many helped me. So what I learned was that we all have love in our hearts and if it remains then we go back to it and give it back to the wired in all the beauty u see around u . A child's laugh a rose.... manypeople today don't keep or understand that so when they pass they can't give it back my veiw to why our world is dying. Through tragedy I became angry recently I started writing remembering wanting to get that back. Then ur show confirming somethings. If ok 2 b back