Someone told me that they can sense that I am powerful. It is true that I am powerful. I feel the power, it feels so good. I built through hard work and overcoming my suffering. My life isn't exactly heaven or how I want it to be. I am working to make it how I want my life to be. Including what I want to be. I always think, I become very focused sometimes what I want to mentally work on at one time. I know it's Halloween soon but that doesn't mean you have to ware the scary mask for years, sometimes a life time. Did you decide one day when you where a child you wanted to pretend to be like the scary person outside then forgot you had a mask on as you grow to an adult. You are non of those things you thought you were. Feel who you are to know who you are. There is no image or words to describe who you truly are. Only this immense feeling that flows like a powerful force through your physical body. It's your true self expirencing a physical life. One more thing our future selves went back to the past and created the pyramids through the power of sound levitation. In a way we created our selves. We continously travel through time to create a better history. There are many time lines, dimensions, densities, time is irrelevant when we go in a space where time does not exist. In fact every moment happens at the same time. So you can connect to your future self or past self. The mind, body, and spirit have to be connected working together in union, listen to your heart but also use your mind to focus what your heart is telling you. Connect both sides of the brain, listen to frequency music (528 hz) with earbuds that helps through meditation, become physically stronger. Everything is a process, also practice writing and reading that will help your mind. I really recommend that you both watch unifyd TV and gaia.com, that will help to understand what everything is and what we are.