I look at all the car crashes I’ve had I’ve rolled 2 cars been in one ripped in hale jus behind were i was sleeping hit 1 power pole can’t rember how meany minor crashes then there’s the nerve miss but they dont count its like saying i just about won lotto but i didint buy a ticket they just dont count i get to say im ment to be here maybe it becaus i know the felling when your dead if i died when i had remit it feaver and rose above my bed and started spinning befor been backi in my bead and i forgot about driving into a brick wall toi kill myself its like I can’t get out of this place i felt nothing hitting the brick wall it only heart when i knew i was alive punched lung every breath heart like fuck
