999 Fear is not the right word, but I am in lack of a better word. It's more like being in the presence of kingship, awesomeness, reverence for somebody powerful beyond comprehension. I dwelt on this kind of 'fear' concept for years until I started to grasp some of it. Because I also had the kind of religeous fear that you think I am talking about. That is very destructive and it keeps you chained and not able to flourish spiritually. I will ponder and see if I can come up with a better word. Again I am talking about realities here, not religion. When holy people have profound experiences with the divine, or even very advanced entities, they have that kind of 'fear' I am talking about. They may fall powerless to the ground, even be physically affected for weeks after. Realities not theology/religion.

Hopefully I got you right, and you trully ask for help. Feel free to ask clarifications if interested. Some of what you posted I dont fully understand.

I wonder if that is the correct way of viewing it. The way I see it, based on experience, you could go up and up but also down and down. That's why taking the down path is very dangerous. You might end up never ever recovering from it.

Rabbi AA talks about a land of darkness, a Black Light, and Ray also seems to mention that some people are no longer allowed to incarnate. They basically filled up a measure of wickedness, from which there is no return. Scary, but there is a reason why a very wise guy said, "Fear of God is the beginning of wisdom". It's a healthy dose of fear and reverence, it is wisdom. To make sure you don't get to that level of depravity where Source says, enough, you will no longer be allowed to pollute my Universe. At least that's how I understand it at this time. I asked for clarification from TLS/Ray about what are they talking about with Land of Darkness, Black Light, etc. let's see if they will elaborate.

The documentary is ALREADY on UNIFYD, Caleb

The Great Awakening (unifyd.tv) 

There are also interviews with the producer which I am now looking forward to watching.

999 I am just realizing I've said "at 22" above. And these days 2:22 is chasing me. Could be that I am to experience a double portion of what I experienced at 22? Wow, that would be so amazing, if that were the case.

999 By the way, I heard something quite interesting mentioned by Czebotar Jessie. I am not sure if everything Jessie says is to be taken without discernment. But she does bring some pretty interesting points to the table.

She says, that Luciferians learnt through experiments directly on humans, that the best method of manipulation is not coercion. But the one where you appeal to the people's goodness and sense of serving and saving the community and their close families. I heard her mentioning that before Covid.

With Covid we've seen that put in practice through the media and through the religious and political leaders with military precision. The video captures that too, how we were manipulated by appealing to our sense of goodness and care about community and those close to us.

999 I am 3/4 through the video. Wow, I strongly add my endorsement. Highly recommend. And I plan on watching it with my family and recommend it to my friends. Thanks Caleb!

999 That was Jesus deep desire too, that we should all be one. One around who or what? Around the Source, whom He called The Father.

Lucifer also wants to create oneness, but with him at the top, not the Father.

999 We can be very busy all lifelong studying about God. But we are to get beyond that... We are here to experience Him, not only to learn about Him.

Adam, in the beginning, had a meeting each morning with Him.  That's how I understand these days, "Gives us today our daily bread". We need to get our daily food from our personal communion with Him. He is the food our spirits need. The Words He spoke are one means by which to get to that intimate communion with Him.

It seems to me Rabbi AA got that "secret" very profoundly and practiced it consistently each day. Enoch "walked with God". He didn't study about God, he experienced God each day. Elijah the same, Jesus probably more than all put together.

I could talk for hours how I as delivered from this kind of attacks simple by calling on Jesus for help. I suggest you try that too. You have to insist though, they don't give up easily!

Just stand their firm calling on Jesus, and in the end, they have to give up. They are scared shit when He finally shows up to help you. They scatter like cockroaches.