Kiki Amorosi

Piscataway, NJ, United States

Nov 12 at 03:39 PM

I’m 53 yrs old….. for my entire life as far back as I can remember I have had very vivid dreams, could remember my dreams, and for a period of time during my childhood I came to the awareness that I was in a dream and thereby chose or control what I was doing in the dream. Another thing from my earliest memories up until probably age 11 or 12, I had recurring dreams in which I could fly. The process to do this in my dreams was effortless and natural. These dreams were so real, so vivid, so convincing that on occasion I would go out into my back yard and attempt to take flight just as I saw myself do so in the dreams. However I only landed flat on my face, or got tripped up and hurt myself a little, lol. I’d still try it on and off every once and awhile, but not too often because clearly it hurts when your full weight hits the ground. At some point before puberty, though I can’t recall exactly when, those type dreams just stopped happening. I don’t think I’ve had any after that point in my life, and if I did they were very few. I also would experience Deja Vu quite often in childhood, adolescence and young adulthood. I still have it today just not as frequently anymore…..maybe a handful of times in a year. I do miss having all those experiences really, and somehow I get this feeling or understanding that the reason I don’t is because of experiences I’ve had in life that lower my vibration and/or maybe that they’ve been taken away from me for some reason. In my 30’s and early 40’s I had the notion it was a punishment of some sort. I don’t know if this is true or if it’s just a natural process of sorts as we grow up and get older. Now, The biggest question I have about all of it is: are these types of abilities and experiences hereditary at all? Both my children were/are very vivid dreamers like me, as well as being “sensitives” , who sense energy and can see spirit too sometimes. They are adults now but have had this since being babies just like I did. This is fascinating to me and if there is any validity to that I would love to hear the answer and reasoning behind it. Loved this episode btw, and thank you for graciously sharing your knowledge and experiences with us! 🥰✌🏻💕🙌🏻

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Nov 12 at 02:43 PM

Yep! 😇

Sep 24 at 02:07 PM

Angels goodman  1000% being honest with you, that if I’m able to survive and make it thru each day, you are going to as well. I’m not going to tell you that I don’t have bad days, that the world isn’t full of self centered asshole people who seem to care less what another human being is experiencing, because that would be a lie…those things still happen. However, because of my own son’s suicide I have seen and felt firsthand the damage and devastation that one act leaves behind. The innumerable unanswered questions that linger, the regrets, the guilt you feel for not “fixing” them like you thought you could, or the love you had to give them must not have been enough. These are the things I wrestle with everyday, but at the same time knowing and feeling the heartbreaking agony it causes makes me refuse to ever make leaving this planet an option. I don’t ever want to hurt someone by my actions, the way I’ve felt hurt by this soul crushing nightmare decision my son made. Find a way to survive, to live.

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Sep 24 at 01:44 PM

Angels goodman

Sep 12 at 02:06 PM

Aimee MacLeod Aimee, thank you so much for sharing this explanation and description with others to bring understanding to such a misunderstood situation. I have been given this same information several times. In addition, I have been chosen to be a part of this very difficult life experience or lesson in my own life. My beloved son committed suicide in April of 2021, after struggling in a debilitating battle with Schizoaffective Disorder. He and I had such a close connection and were so similar in many ways; including the love of deep thinking and awareness of the Divine ( Source, Creator, God, Universe, etc) that I am 99.99% sure he and I had a soul contract in this incarnation. What I am not sure of tho, who initiated the plan and was this lesson for him or was it for me. I tend to think it has been for me……as there have been other pretty traumatic experiences that have since happened in my life as well as some before. I have been told by mentors of mine, that those who have already played many roles and characters in prior incarnations, will chose extremely difficult life paths in order to gain huge leaps in their souls evolution and growth…..and the experience and lessons from prior lifetimes help them be able to do this (whereas newer souls would not be able to successfully complete these type of extreme life plans) Whether it’s been my plan to live out these experiences or not, I know that my beloved son is not being “punished” somewhere for the failure or success of his mission on this planet. The soul is here to experience things it wishes to, and if does not fully complete the journey in doing so, only it can judge and decide if they have fulfilled what they set out to do, how well they played their character, and did they get out of the experience what they planned to. If not, a “do-over” may be in order for them. Aside from all of it, I will say…. not having my son here, and the way he left this lifetime on the planet, has been the most difficult and painful experience I have lived through in this 53 year lifetime so far. Nothing else could compare, and at times the acceptance and recognition of “all is as it should be”, has been an impossible state of awareness and being to get to. I try to be gentle with myself for not being able to hold that level of awareness at all times, but I struggle…….i struggle with despair and deep sadness periodically and inconsolably . Maybe it is what I must feel, in order to experience and learn the deepest compassion and empathy I must show to other souls struggling to get it right in their incarnations, in all kinds of situations ……without judgement. I keep my eyes and ears open to what I need to do, what I need to learn, with an open mind and heart……to the best of my ability. Which is good enough at this moment 🫶🏼

Thank you for being open to hearing and sharing the wisdom given to Delores Cannon and others by the Divine. Much love and best wishes to you my friend, keep sharing and living your truth. Peace 🙌🏻💖✌🏻😇

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Aug 06 at 02:05 PM

I would like to see the “Jason and Ray” show as its own program on Unfyd Tv. Jason could basically ask anything and everything he would want, and we’d get to have Ray just teach us everything he knows about everything! Love Ray and the way gets all fussy when Jason knowingly asks him questions that he shouldn’t! It’s very entertaining!!!!

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Feb 06 at 06:59 PM

Ray is The “O.G.” and “The Goat” all wrapped up into one badass dude! 💯🥷🦹🏻‍♂️🪐⭐️👤Love you man! ( you too Jason 😬 ) Stay safe and God bless…….

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Feb 01 at 06:38 AM

Yes, absolutely.....I actually got one 13 years ago when I had to completely scrap my old belief systems. Why?- A. they were no longer serving me or anybody else around me. B. they were misguided and someone else's truth that I was forced to adopt as my own. In time, because they were someone else's beliefs when tragedy came to visit me the whole structure came crashing down like a house of cards and failed me.The good thing about that however, as I constructed a new faith/belief system it was made from the bricks and stones that I uncovered. I was lucky to have many wonderful mentors, teachers and friends who were further down the path I wanted to be on. They took my hand and taught me how to meditate. They gave me books to read which I gobbled up and asked for more. I watched spiritual gurus and speakers on social media. I was hungry for a change, and so it came. Im always looking to learn, so I will definitely check this out. 😊✌🏻💖

Jan 01 at 01:12 AM

Awesome, love this! I'm going to try some of these too, Ty!

Jan 01 at 01:07 AM

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