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pray to God Chris. you will have purpose if you seek him and accept Jesus as your lord and savior. everything your saying is normal. this world is unfulfilling and certainly this group is not the answer. you are seeking out all these things and still unhappy, i mean that's you sign dude. look call out to Jesus accept he is your savior died for your sins and you believe in him and to wash your sins away, then get a bible. then download bible app or something start a daily devotion. start watching doctor David Jerimiah or some goo pastor and start learning. that's what is missing i promise you will see extraordinary things happen in your life my friend. 

crazy how folks with these sorts of gifts "use to have them" but not currently. such a shame. i am sure that's frustrating for sure. God ordains spiritual gifts and they never go away or anything you just need to read the word accept Jesus as your savior and confess you are a sinner and he will save you then start a relationship with him and the awesomeness keeps on coming as your relationships grows.  pray and stay in God's Word. that's the formula for a healthy fulfilling life. 

i have been having the exact to the letter T exact same experiences but mine has been occurring every night since the day after new years. i mean they are always above me no matter where I am at. i have hundred of pics and videos, same of what you described and much more actually But yea I am not one to type into something like this but i saw your comment and couldn't help it because i haven't really shared this with anyone or don't even know what to do with everything i have in terms of documentation, i mean this blows anything i see online out of the water,. i don't understand it. i have on photo that has thousands of beings all different looking above my house in the night sky. man i mean i have more on my little iPhone 14 in way of "proof" than Bob LAZZAR has ever imagined much less "shown as proof" LOL ... I am starting to wonder why i am not famous as well. lol ..aite peace ! thanks for letting me share. I hope  this finds you well.