Benita

Aagtekerke, Netherlands

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Aug 13 at 04:26 PM

CAMERON THOMSON its never to late to be good🥰You are goodness itself , you come from goodness. You are light. Know that everything will be allright . You are safe🙏

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Aug 13 at 04:15 PM

@CAMERON THOMPSON .When u have a gut feeling ,it's a quiet,understandable and stable feeling u feel in your gut( also called intution). And the feeling u receive your brain processes it what kind of feeling it actually is ( if you are not familiar with it,this actually requires practice though)if you feel anxiety and paranoia is irrational fear that is fed by imagination . There are also grey areas between the gut feeling and paranoia. This is where practice and research comes to place. The more self conscious you become the more you will be able to separate paranoia from your gu5 feeling🙏💫🥰.

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Aug 13 at 03:59 PM

Awww so sweet, your doggies?🥰

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Aug 13 at 03:53 PM

I'm grateful for the openes and trust that has been shared on this platform. The courage what it takes is admirable. 💫🙏

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Aug 13 at 03:42 PM

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Metta meditation ( loving,kindness)

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Aug 13 at 03:33 PM

 Before you meditate maybe  teach yourself  how to make peace with  stillness.  When you become friends with stillness  , you become more at peace . There is called this meditation  called "Metta" You recite positive phrases towards yourself and other people. This practice aims to  foster a mental state of love , kindness and  compassion.   It's  time you take your power back , you deserve every bit of it.  Once  you pull yourself out of it , i know for sure  you  will inspire others .  Afterall  everything is connected and  we are not alone. Sending you healing light and love 🌹🥰 

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Aug 13 at 03:23 PM

2.Please  remember when  there is darkness there is also light.  You are the light. Have trust ,believe in yourself.  You are always safe , protected and loved.  Take care of  yourself by being kind and loving to yourself.  Have fun by doing researches and look what  you actually need. Ask yourself what you like to fix about yourself.  You are the CEO / director of your life . You can be anything you want to be. Just take a pick. You are not your mental disorders .  The more you  raise your level  of consciousness  the more these  disorders will disappear .  For example with ADHD .  The restlessness you experience in body and mind . Ask yourself how can you find inner peace.  Inner peace is found with meditation 

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Aug 13 at 03:12 PM

1.Hi Cameron, im so sorry to read about your suicide . You must have been in a very dark place. Being misunderstood and alone.  And look at you , still holding on  strong. I truly admire  your warrior spirit.  And  how  Ray  and  TLS  triggered you in finding your purpose. 

First of i would like to thank you for you being so open  and  trusting us  with the personal things that you share.  Have you found a way to deal with your paranoid schizophrenia/ ADHD / OCD and the  untreated PTSD?  Regarding to  schizofrenia  ,don't always believe everything  you hear . You are the person that can direct and control your thoughts. It might require  some practice but allow the voices to know that you are in  charge. They trying to hold space in your mind , so you are the one that decides . 

While you practice it do it with a  smile and love. Don't allow any negative emotion to come into your mind and heart.  Sleeping is very important because this is where the brain cleans and washes itself.  

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Aug 13 at 12:55 PM

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Aug 13 at 10:16 AM

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