Diane Smith Thanks for that. I would have never thought that those words would have came to my mind let along to come out my mouth regarding the circumstances anyway. I had no peace. I had so much rage and hate. That's why I can't say it enough to people. You have to forgive them because not only that God tells us to but also because it will benefit you and set you free. Not them, because they must still deal with the wrath of God. Take that baggage to God, he wants to relieve you of all that weight on your shoulders. No matter what may or may not happen to the one who harmed you in life, even if it seems like they got away with it. I would rather them have to take that up with God anyway because he is always on time. When I told him those words in the courtroom, it caused him to just drop his head in shame and disgust. It killed him on the inside that I forgave him. Freedom.

Sherif Osman oh wow. That's a lot to deal with especially when your hands are tied to an extent. It's always hard for your own family to go against you. I have been there. That's like once I watched the Disclosure series, I had this amazing "Aha" moment and was like hey this is it, this is the missing piece. This is simply the confirmation of a deep within knowledge that I already had but didn't know that I had it. If that makes sense. It's like I didn't know about any of this nor did I try to find out but then I found out about it all but had this feeling of like oh yeah I knew that. Lol I promise I am not weird. Let me just stop at that cause I have talked your head off all morning. I am just so thankful that there are actually other people out here that this makes sense to. Now I know I AM normal.

I have been against the vaccine from day 1 which is why me and my daughters dad refused to get it and refused for our daughter as well. When covid first hit my intuition was that THEY created it in a lab then said alright it's ready let's off these morons. So then THEY began spraying it in the air and smearing it like on everything everywhere to be sure there would be mass sickness to then lead to the obvious. People I told this to said oh girl you are tripping. I mean why would I have felt like that was the whole scenario going on because trust me I wouldn't even make up that level of stuff it was just a strong instinct. I may be crazy who knows, but is it really that crazy? Then it sounds like you are dealing with what I have noticed about those who didnt get sick and did get the vaccine. They are like so different now than before. They act strange to me. I am sorry for your loss though. Just stay strong on your beliefs and protect your mom with everything in you.

Sherif Osman oh wow, no wonder. I am sorry that you have had to go through that. I pray for everything to work out and i pray that suddenly it will come to your heart and mind about the forgiveness part of it like i shared with you in my situation because it will release that bitterness that will try to eat at you slowly and it will cause rage at some points. I didn't plan on standing up in court the day of his sentencing to say anything except for the poem I wrote for my mom and to look at him and tell him the most hurtful hateful things imaginable. So I read my poem, then broke down crying and went to sit down. He gets up to say the bullsh1t a$$ sh1t letter to us that he wrote. By the way it made me even more furious. Then the fact he stared me down reading it to me made me want to kill him right there. Then the Spirit came over me and I told him to him face "I forgive you for destroying everything in life that meant anything" "I am not doing it for you but this is for me."

Jeannine Anderson thanks and yes it is lol. There isn't too many people that can properly pronounce it. Yes I will be streaming. Oh I would have loved to be there in person also but I am just thankful to even be able to stream it. This was extremely important for me to be a part of and I have no idea why I felt that way. I can't wait.

Jeannine Anderson I felt such a strong connection to this and it was meant for me to be there. Doors opened for me last night to be able to be a part of it. I am truly overjoyed.

I am so excited!

Sherif Osman I have came to believe that in order to fight what we are up against that in order to survive it takes a solid person who has been through so many challenges that they become invincible. The last sentence you mentioned hit it all the way and you are so right. It may seem crazy but that's what builds up a person to become REAL who speaks only the truth no matter what and will not back down on what they KNOW is REAL.

Thanks, yes it's been a rough road but always keeping hope and faith held me together. I am not sure what made me share that with you cause I usually don't speak on it too much because it's just too painful and I start crying and all that. She was 50 Years old and my daughter was 2 and a half so the worst part was the fact that my mom was my only family left so now my daughter will only remember her through my words and what I share about her to her.