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I've been having a difficult time trying to understand a situation that I'm struggling with. Im asking for some insight to process this.
I moved to NM several some years ago and started having really odd memories, or what I thought were memories of my childhood but it couldn't be mine, bcz I grew up in Wisconsin. However I could drive myself around in NM like I've lived there and knew exactly where I was going. Or id know the names of ppl that I've never met. Or have memories or visions of certain places ppl or things. But that's only part of my prob. During this time I was having memories or visions of some very bad things like trafficking, ppl. Organs. Evil cult type stuff. I was at this location in santa fa area and I was getting visual or physical feelings of bad things happening to ppl on a certain property. Actual human game hunts. ( Fd up I know ) These are examples but I swear I lived there over five years and this happened daily. Scared the crap out of me. The prob is EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I WAS REMEMBERING OR SEEING IN MY MIND ARE THINGS THAT IS ACTUALLY COMING TO THE FOREFRONT IN MEDIA. MEANING DIDDY, EPSTEIN, TRAFFKKING, ADRENOCHROME.
IM WATCHING THESE HORRIBLE REPULSIVE MEMORIES OR VISIONS COME TO LIFE IN THE PRESENT .... NOW. DOWN TO PLACES, VERY BAD BAD SOCIAL DEFICIENCY AND EVIL. Even things of Shriners, caves, museums. Aliens. Secret underground places, ceremonies. can anyone explain what is going on?? I've also seen some crazy things re: unexplained things. It was very scary. Confusing. This is consumed my life, it's pretty intense. But for me to even come up with things like this and years later watching this unfold ( as crazy and evil as it is ) I'm not sure what's going on! And part two of my post is thoughts on o neg blood as far as EVERYTHING. I'm wondering if there's some connection to that or too unexplained things like shape shifting, alien blood line, blood line for royalty, politicians, religious leaders. ( Evil and non
Anybody care to share their thoughts ???!

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