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I'm a fucking idiot i had some thing Like a 24 Watt bulb in my solar power light system which is a 9.6 Watt system wifi 2 blue tooth speakers and 2 phone and a iPod charging now i put an led. Light at 9.5 watts should be good to now

Been using kerosene and lighter fluid in my Zippo lighter about 60/40 lighter fluid to kerosene and as here lighter fluid is $12 for 100 mil and kerosene $7 for L but don't get on hands and light the lighter i did caught my hand on fire it don't go out but no damage put alo veroñ it

Like i keeped my promise to mum when I walked off the farm kinda i said i would rather kill myself then have any thing to do with them i drove into a brick wall to kiill myself before coming home not my fault I lived hounst attempd

Had a good day yesterday and day before 36 horse giving the rich shit bit old can't go for more than 36 hours now

It's kinda strange everyone here is trying to justify why they are using mum's money like one sister had her car hit by someone and she's saying she would rather pay mum then the back but she 63 and never let home or payed anything to live here and does nothing and the other one talk's big but full of shit like go's on FB saying she's decullting the house and beings all the shit here like i put the solar panels on farm account but gave mum the cash so she kind of gets paid twice from me as it's going to save money in power and gas for lawn like i say I'm making an orchard and my sister rushes out and buys trees but won't help me do fence or plant them but wants the fruit but even her job is about been fake

It's kinda strange when I fuck up most things work out better life years ago i brought a cabinet and put in my room upside down so put wood under it so could open the doors then found out it had a lip at top so things won't fall Of

Went to the city today to buy a few things another solar panel to change my battery for my solar power lawn mower and some presveing jars the old jars we have the new lids won't sele just good I brought a calcium selear for them and found out they won't Seal before printing fruit in and losing the lot don't know what to do with old jars yet vacuum sealing flour and stuff in the big jars to make last longer worked out my solar power lawn mower will take 1.5 years to pay off from gas alone but using stuff to power my room so won't be that long

Think i fucked up in making my methain gas cooker the bucket i used was completely sealed so the stuff making the gas had no air to breathe so it's a bit like a silage balies so if I put a tap just above the water and leave open it should work and turn off to preser it with hand pump

Don't know but the air seems very still can hear vehicle a long way off like something big going to happen