UPSIDE-DOWN WORLD
Lost in the World of DARK,
I have no hope & want to stay parked.
Feeling the "feels", while spinning my "wheels"
I want to go sleep & to just take a pill.
Lost in the World of GREY,
I think nothing here gets in my way.
Feeling no "feels", & spinning no "wheels"
I want to feel love & learn how to "deal".
FOUND in the World of LIGHT,
I know my soul is all snug & tight.
Feeling the thrills, while climbing up hills
I want to stay here,...infinity to Nil.
How do I make it?,...How do I fight?...
To know when there's darkness,
Soon to follow will be light.
ALH 8/2024
August 03, 2024
• Edited (Aug 03, 2024)
February 17
Unknown scar
You think I don't see you? I know who you are. You think I don't feel you? You left a hell of a scar. Your name starts with T and also the letter D. Many more after that but I'm concerned with G.How could you do this to your own son? Like I said before, run turtle run. The damage is done and I know who you are. I am the gun and there the star. I'm coming after you word by word. To all the world my word will be heard. You think you're so cool and also slick.? I must admit you portray a nice trick. But I'm still coming so here I go. T&d, you're a s***** show. With all your money and all your Fame. I am the one whose name is Rhame 👺💋
February 02
Hard to figure out how to use this program but I have also been having a lot of trouble watching the content. It seems it may have some bugs or sabbotauge(sp?)of the program. While attempting to watch past posts on the Alex Newman Program it started to play and then it changed to audio and a few seconds later the video started with BOTH PLAYING AT ONCE A FEE SECONDS APART SO MEITJER COULD BE REALLY ENJOYED AND NEITHER WOULD THEN SHUT OFF EITHER SO COULD BE RESTARTED OR SELECT ANOTHER…..
In past when I have texted support I never get a response. Maybe they will see this….. probably monitoring for safe and agreeable content by users. Some things have never worked for me but other things have so I have endured and hoped they would get the kinks out. 😜❤️🙏
January 15
DEWS: Directed Energy Weapons
Confirmed ✅✅✅
Palisades, Los Angles California - January 8, 2025
January 15
If you want to go down the rabbit hole, see also:
The Navy's top officer warned against using popular at-home ancestry DNA test kits this week, saying scientific advancements are making biological weapons more tailorable.
Biological weapons that can target specific groups or individuals vulnerable to pathogens or other diseases are a growing national security concern, Chief of Naval Operations Adm. John Richardson said during a Tuesday speech on nuclear deterrence in Washington, D.C.
"Be careful who you send your DNA to," Richardson said at the event, hosted by the Mitchell Institute for Aerospace Studies. "There's a number of those companies where you can go and find out what your makeup is. That's a lot of information."
January 28
🔟 DAYS: DOD Issues 10 Day Social Comms Blackout, Aside From Southern Border OPS W/: ICE, DEA, ATF, FBI, US Marshals
6 Q Drops Referring To 10 Days Of Darkness:
🪖🫡 "Military Operations. Operators In US."
+ Marines Deployed With Osprey's🚁
February 16
My beautiful Unifyd Members,
I share my heart with you, in full openness and connection. In these turbulent times, where the world has been shaken since COVID, we see so much division through faith, through ego, through the struggle of wanting to be right. We have lost loved ones, we sometimes feel unseen or unheard, and we are living more and more by rules instead of listening to our hearts.
But know this: we are in a global crisis, and only through true connection can we heal. Ego divides, but love and unity bring us together. We need each other not just to survive, but to truly live.
Let us be genuinely kind to one another. Let us listen, support, and show understanding. And let us have the courage to set our boundaries, without fear of rejection. Because only when we truly understand each other can we create a world where everyone feels safe and loved.
You are not alone. You are seen. You are loved. All is well. 💫❤️
Let’s build a world of love and unity together. 🙏💞
With all my heart,
Benita
August 28, 2024
• Edited (Aug 28, 2024)
I FELT LED TO SHARE THIS POEM THAT I WROTE YEARS AGO ABOUT FEELING INSIGNIFICANT WHILE TRYING TO REALIZE I WAS BEING MENTALLY ABUSED..
HOPE THIS HELPS SOMEONE...
WHY DON'T YOU SEE ME
Am I a translucent spider...
Because all you see are legs.
I'm still here,but you don't see me.
Am I the sun on a rainy day...
Because all my light is gone.
All those other bright days, but it's not enough
Am I not the girl on the screen...
Because you understood & cared about her.
You understand them, but condescend me.
Am I gonna be in your dreams...
Because you ignored me & went right too sleep.
I thought I was the ONE,but you're lying to me.
Am I at least an atom or a cell...
Because you said I should sit & not talk.
I guess I'm existing, but you even took that from me.
ALH 5/2010
ABUSE IS NOT JUST PHYSICAL, MENTAL ABUSE IS JUST AS BAD & YOU DONT HAVE TO TAKE IT BECAUSE YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!