I FELT LED TO SHARE THIS POEM THAT I WROTE YEARS AGO ABOUT FEELING INSIGNIFICANT WHILE TRYING TO REALIZE I WAS BEING MENTALLY ABUSED..
HOPE THIS HELPS SOMEONE...
WHY DON'T YOU SEE ME
Am I a translucent spider...
Because all you see are legs.
I'm still here,but you don't see me.
Am I the sun on a rainy day...
Because all my light is gone.
All those other bright days, but it's not enough
Am I not the girl on the screen...
Because you understood & cared about her.
You understand them, but condescend me.
Am I gonna be in your dreams...
Because you ignored me & went right too sleep.
I thought I was the ONE,but you're lying to me.
Am I at least an atom or a cell...
Because you said I should sit & not talk.
I guess I'm existing, but you even took that from me.
ALH 5/2010
ABUSE IS NOT JUST PHYSICAL, MENTAL ABUSE IS JUST AS BAD & YOU DONT HAVE TO TAKE IT BECAUSE YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!
For those interested to learn and understand the Divine Words in original Hebrew, I put out Exodus 20: https://heblang.github.io/torah/shemot/02_Shemot_020.html
no need to know Hebrew, you learn the meaning as you hear and follow on the highlighted word.
you can put a pause between words
you can click on a word to hear it spoken again
if Hebrew alphabet is not known yet, one can select transliteration either Phonetic or Precise and follow that instead
The other day I was so pleasantly surprised when I heard a guy quoting from Hebrew Exodus 20 and realized I totally understood everything he said. Yet I can't say I speak Hebrew yet. But if somebody quotes in Hebrew from Genesis 1 or Exodus 20, I totally understand what they say. Isn't that AMAZING?
Ok, I know UNIFYDs intent is not to spread fear and I really like UNIFYD and I’m a member. But my concern and question is about all the negative things either happening or that will happen. Don’t we get more of what we think of? If we are constantly seeing all of the negative things that can happen then we think about it and then so create more of it by default. I’m not saying that we should walk around with blinders on either, but I would love to see more positive from TLS and Shurka. I love Shurka’s positive messages and teachings, would love to see more. We are creators of our own reality’s so what what we see, consume, and or think about the most, we create.
You got the Roman Catholic chrich and the Roman’s killed Jesus and the Vatican is right in the middle of the Roman Empire and they wrote the Bible the Roman’s all so worshiped gods and feed Christian’s to the Lino’s so most of you are not qualified to quote the Bible if you never figured it out for you self as you fell for the lies like the langue the poop speakers is Roman the callander is Roman
(Pt.2) Ever since the solar eclipse the clouds look so motherfucking strange dude . I'm super aware of my surroundings and my intuition screams at me almost everyday telling me something is off with them..not wrong but just different and weird looking.. I've seen other people around the world say the same thing and had this POV before I ever started researching it so it's my perception and my beliefs but does anyone else see what I see?? ❤️⁹⁹⁹❤️
*Was led to share this poem I wrote for my dad who passed in 2009.. maybe it will help someone out there
DADOO-YOU VISIT ME OFTEN
When I'm out in my dreams, you visit me often.
I saw you grin real big & glow a golden hue.
Sometimes it's just a glance,sometimes it's accompanied with a dance.
Remember that time I was lost in that nightmare of despair,
Your face popped in & teleported me outta there.
When I'm grounding in nature, you visit me often.
I saw all those rainbows you painted in the sky,
to remind me to live & this is not goodbye.
Remember that spring I was talking to you,
my all the butterflies you sent me right on cue.
When I blast all my music, you visit me often.
I talk & then you talk in music & rhythm.
You remind me to sing & become "one" & start living.
Then when it's too serious & the next song is near,
oh I can't believe it, they're playing "There's a tear in my beer "
When I cry, you visit me often.
You remind me that "I" will NEVER be FORGOTTEN.
ALH 07/2023
Did anybody else know that Dr. Michael’s is suing Jason and unified? I am reading the legal lawsuit now and it has totally changed my opinion on her. Following Jason’s announcement I really thought and believed him and thought she was in the wrong but I would read the announcement. I don’t think Jason is who he seems anymore.
