I took the reiki level 2 yesterday. I was given symbols. I could sence where I needed to put my hands next. I also could pick up on what the spirit form close by was saying. I also had alot of energy in my upper body, that needed to be released. I felt really good afterwards. Later felt really irritated, like there was a heavy energy on me. I was told by my teacher that I am adjusting to a new vibration so I am sensing my releases. I guess being super sensitive to physical and energetic dirt is the price for taking reiki courses and being attuned. Even my families negative talk is like an energetic bomb that I feel. I also seem to have been giving my energy too much and absorbing other people's dirt. It's so important to have a protection against negative energy even in your own family. Between all the things I need to do, like working and taking an online course called Prevention and Intervention strategies- children's mental health, I am trying to find the energy to put order in my life and clean up surrounding. I am taking the course to help me be able to see my children. My aunt won't let me see them, makes all kinds of stupid demands. She has bashed my name, has even conned the system. Or rather convinced the system she follows their rules. She would think that everything on unifyd is crazy. She is narcissistic and gas lighted me before when I was living with her. It's still a sensitive subject to my heart. I was awakening while I was living with her, being very unaware of the fight between the system and awakened people. I was doing research about the truth about food and what causes illness. I learned alot. My aunt thought it was crazy I wanted to be vegan and wanted my kids to also be vegan. There was alot of confusion. I felt and thought like any soul/ spirit thinks, without knowing all the bad in humans. I couldn't understand what I was feeling and why. I am more aware, observing my surroundings, and seeing who is around me at any time I might feel something. Being 100% clean mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically is important to function in this dirty world contaminated by humans. There is no mask for this filth. It sticks to your energy field. Tools to help cleanse are very helpful. Meditation, yoga, eat organic raw fruits vegetables nuts and seeds, deep breath, be in nature, walk barefoot in nature sometimes, reiki, be around positive people, drink filtered water, clean out the air in the house, have plants in the house, Tai chi, read, write, listen to healing music, dance with spirit flowing to the music, exercise, bring movement to every part of yourself. Let go of resistance, let flow the energy of spirit where ever its ment to go. What you flow out will come back to you. Be a clear open channel for spirit to flow all of universe into this earth. Painting, or greeting art is another positive way to flow energy. Have faith, be positive, let go of worry and fear. Nothing can truly be taken away from you. We are all, one and together. This is but an illusion that needs to be awaken from. Burning sage is so good for clearing the energy, you can also have a candle for healing. Having a little dog as a pet is also very healing. Bring light and air into your home. Make your home your sanctuary. Keep learning ways to understand everything that is true.

Lately when I'm sitting here just breathing i have this popping in my ears 👂 and I was just wondering if anyone else had this same problem.

If I had enough knowledge to put in a novel that I could publish and make lots of money, there's no way I would allow someone else to get credit for my words. Maybe I do have alot of knowledge but it's hard to describe alot of things that I know. Reading other people's books actually helps to better understand what I already know and adds indepth words to describe everything. Alot of thing I do know that are good or healthy, but I don't know all the detailed benefits of many things. It's more like I know what to do, but not always I am given the reason why. It's more of a feeling of knowing.

If money was never an issue, than what would you want. If you went into a store or a restaurant, and you look at the items for sale what do you want. What do you feel like. Don't think about whether If a meal costs $15, $20, or $30. At this point all meals start at $20 on average. Relieze by not buying what you want because of fear of the price tag, you limit your self telling the universe you don't have enough there for will never have enough. I buy what ever food I want. Obviously if you run out then you can't buy more. But you can create more abundance, and more income that can come to you. You have to put the actions in order to work towards a job or many jobs that will bring you more abundance. Education and work expirence is very important to advance. I work as a lawn Maintenance forewoman. Every year I get a raise with more expirence, I am also learning renovation in the winter, I also registered my own business name. I work toward a greater income. Also taking reiki course, I already took reiki level 1, and taking reiki level 2 course tomorrow.