It's like there's this catch 22 at play that if you discover something dark, that it then discovers you & the more attention & focus you give it the more it recripricates & harvests you, so the rabbit hole needs to be entered with the correct vibration or you end up resonating with it drawing it to you. It really is a mind F... but energy flows where attention goes so how do you effectively learn new dark truths without empowering it while looking into it. Vibration is the key?