Wondering same thing. I have had many surgeries in this life. Last one a major open heart surgery where I was put the cryogenic chamber then heart bypass pump and under anesthesia for over 5 hours. My mother said I seemed different after. Also interesting was later I had clearer memories of past child s**ual abuse. Also with help of my adult daughter I was able to work through self guilt and forgive myself for a lot of past trauma.

I can relate to your story. I am in my 70s. And never felt like I fit in anywhere except with nature. No I’m not a hermit recluse. I’ve actually lived a good productive successful life . I knew early on I was different. And my family was different and to not talk much. It was a unspoken thing. My grandmother was Native American which She never talked about openly. Trying to just blend it. I feel uncomfortable even now talking about my journey in life. But am grateful for this community. And appreciate everyone being so transparent with their stories. I feel less alone in the human world. Thank you. 🙏❤️

I don’t remember how old I was. I was a small child. I could communicate by my thoughts with animals. Looking back I feel my grandparents could do the same. My early years I spent a lot of time on a lake in the woods. Spent most of time alone or at my grandparents cabin. Feels like I was born in a rabbit hole .

Cindy Solomon 🙏❤️to you.

Have you watched;The Antidote?

Spirituality/ severe mental health disorders ( schizophrenia, psychosis, bipolar) and alternative care. Vrs. Poor state level government care system. My son almost died of serotonin syndrome due to poor management pharmaceuticals drugs while under care of well known city hospital. His psychiatrist told him his symptoms weren’t real. And was changing his meds constantly. My story with my son is long and complicated. Mixed with alternative natural holistic care. Government run medical care is a mess. The scary part is The state I live in is supposed to have better mental healthcare system. I suppose yes but I really had to search for it…… I see lots of people my son has met like him. Homeless. Because they don’t have family to help them. I worry about my sons future. As I am older in 70s

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Was just thinking the same….. looks like a dragon fly