I dont really know the words to say or how to describe my situation.

I live on the Bible belt. I'm surrounded by people who are mostly complacent and have no desire to explore deeper levels of consciousness. They believe the indoctrinated teachings that this area is stifled by.

I've always been different... Thought different, believed things my peers thought I was crazy for. I find societal standards to be very difficult. I have felt alienated and alone for a long time. I have recently found peace with being alone, mostly, but I feel drawn to more....I want to learn.. I want to overcome the things standing in my way...and I know I cannot do that in isolation.

I am not looking for a romantic connection. I'm looking for people I can ask questions...people who will take an interest in my genuine desire to grow...someone I can connect with, develop a friendship with, who can teach me practices, maybe hold me accountable, be honest with me, discuss certain ideas with.

I dont know if this is the right place to post this, but locally, there is nothing to support my journey.