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Dec 30 at 05:38 AM

Everything about rays of light has been taken off YouTube as well

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Dec 30 at 05:33 AM

Download this before it gets taken down also.

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Dec 30 at 05:30 AM

Ok so rays of light has just been taken down. While I was listening to it. Why? It just stopped right in the middle.

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Dec 24 at 03:47 AM

So just to let everyone know about the Dr's findings over the past 20 years of my life...

During the first scans of my brain... eeg, dye injections into the blood stream with imaging. They came to the conclusion that a section of my brain did not develop past the age of 4.

Hypothesis: my pineal gland inhibited the growth of the brain by a large frequency spike.

There are only 2 people in the world with this "condition" ... if that's how you wish to label it.

I was also put on medication for the first time at this age... thought suppressors from a children's hospital. Told my mom after starting the meds that the voices stopped.

I was not diagnosed with schizophrenia. I was not diagnosed with a mental illness at this age.

I chose to stop the medication at the age of 14. At 19 I was hospitalized. I was put on 9 different sleeping pills and an injection once a month and 3 different antipaycotic medications.

The medication cocktail was because I could bend metal, and pass through objects.... I've been hospitalized numerous times in the past 20 years because my meds start to not work.... the way the Dr's like.... to be reevaluated . Filmed. Tested. Then put on new medication.

I feel that the 12 Dr's that sign my release do not know how to deal with me and are scared of letting me develop ... or help me develop the things I am able to do....

Dec 24 at 02:46 AM

Yup Dr's in a psych ward don't like it if you can manipulate metal or float or pass through objects.... lots of Antipsychotics (brain wave/thought inhibitors) and sleeping pills to sedate you.

Music... it centers and connects me to higher thought. Maybe a higher frequency.