Hey everybody I hope you're having a great night staying safe absorbing the knowledge Spirit is compelling me to share my story with you guys tonight it's kind of long but I figured you guys might like it. it's it's been been quite a journey it's worth the read and hopefully it'll help some folks maybe something they need to hear in it so here we go I was born in center point Alabama May 17th 1977 My mom sane of a mother I mean putting ass for a more pure being to raise me My dad she had married him made him and she was a bartender met him there they got married he was supposedly some rich guy from Atlanta his family own oil fields in Saudi Arabia well she left him while she was pregnant with me they were only together less you know about a year she left him cuz he wanted to have an abort her to have an abortion and she didn't want to so she came back moved back in with her parents my grandparents back in Birmingham so she raised me up she met my stepdad when I was 8 years old wonderful man on his own painting company Jordan painting now the whole time I was growing up my mom was working two or three jobs trying to get us in a place and so I stayed with my grandmother most of the time remember Papa well my uncle my mom's brother lived with them and he was a dope head so marijuana out of their house who's like the big dope dealer around town and that's what I grew up watching you know and so of course when I got to be about 12 years old I wanted to try it you know so I started out smoking pot you know getting high with him and stuff by 14 I'm taking xanaxes tripping acid and smoking crack. I'm starting to sell dope by 16 my uncle that lived there had a girlfriend named Sandy me and her even had the same birthday she was 8 years older than me and my uncle is 13 years old so they're the people I first got high with you know and and who I ran with you know well when I got to be 16 me and Sandy got together you know fell in love and she left him and me and her left my grandmother's and went out on her up mind you were on drugs you know this is like 92 we bounce around I work doing construction and selling dope we get us a place trailer anyway fast forward say 10 years of bouncing around from place to place in and out of jail stealing scam and conning Bonnie and Clyde type s*** never hurt nobody though I have never in my life ever harmed anyone or did anything immoral I never crossed any lines only lie cheat and stove which you know that's enough in 2005 she caught a MRSA staff infection from a two pill shot that she missed and it abscessed and got infected she it paralyzed her from the neck down turn her into a quadriplegic All of a sudden her body just started shutting down and they didn't know what to do at that time they had never seen it before you know is that super staff and everything it was just it was ineffective she died three times she was in the hospital for 6 months in ICU mind you I didn't have a license so when she got took out I got took out transportation hospital was about 45 minutes walking distance from my grandmother's house so I was just walking back and forth you know every day to the hospital but at the same time I was hooked on k4's and if I didn't get those everyday I was physically sick so I had that point every day find a way to get at least $30 to get my fixed so I'm not sick and then get to the hospital so I could be with her you know just I did that for 8 months she got out and came back home to her mother's house we got her settled with a bed and you got a handicap van and all that so from 2006 when she got home and settled I basically just stay there and was her caregiver and Sandy was a plus size woman so it was it was a job you know but more than that having to do that to my soulmate my partner that means more and the things that I had to endure and go through it really messed me up y'all and in those five years I just threw myself into my addiction you know I started shooting Coke at that point going out doing kamikaze emissions me I mean feeling buggies up full of 12 packs of beer or or formula or whatever I'll go I had a convenience store I could go and they just give me a list and I just go around feeling buggies up going out the door and then I come back and shoot sometimes I walk away with $1,200 it did take two hours but it's very very dangerous and I got pot like four times in a row right there at the end and in like 08 and '09 called a bunch of cases so I go to this rehab and it's crazy how I went to the rehab see I was trying to you know get out of going to jail go to rehab you know I can get the maybe get the case to drop whatever but God led me the source leading me to my mother's house where I she had a paper for this rehab waiting for me it was he led me to her house that day I was drunk that day look at something to steal make money to go get some crack and I thought hit my head to go to my mother's instead to go steal I didn't know why I was going didn't hardly have the gas to even get there and when I got there I started crying when she said why are you here I said I don't know she says I think I do and that's where she had to rehab paper well I go I go to the rehab they get me a job doing phone solicitation and I was born with a gift of gab. I mean I can sell ice to an Eskimo pretty much my whole life I have been able to basically get people to vend at my will is I mean almost like mind control which makes what's happening right now make a lot of sense. I was killing it down there too people were donating I feel horrible about it like to the deputy share it or firefighters foundation but it was they only got like 1% of it and my boss has got the rest I got 11% off the top I mean I was making like 1500 two grand a week I mean crazy money and I was good at it too I mean I was like the one of the best I was writing the pitches for the other callers this is where I'm at my wife she work there she was a verifier every time I get somebody to donate I'd raise my hand they had to come over and make sure that they were going to send the money back and double check the address. 30 days into me going into the rehab Sandy's mother accidentally drives the new handicap van that they got through their neighbors house I mean just crazy stuff so in a panic of course I go running back thinking I'm fixed I was so stupid you know within Sandy was on xanaxs within 2 days I was taking her xanaxes and then I got caught sliding around in her mama's bedroom floor like a snake around her bed trying to get to her purse to get money for crack ain't got caught at that moment I knew I couldn't stay in Centerville I couldn't be there and I had that realization and I knew I had to go back to the rehab and still at this point you know it's the whole thing I'm trying to get better so for Sandy you know so that I can be a better caregiver I mean and stay out of jail of course too but it mainly just so I'll be okay to be able to take care of her well when I went back that's when me and Stephanie started talking that was when you know I knew I couldn't go back so me and Stephanie started seeing each other because I became a manager at the rehab and I had to supervise like the van rise taking guys to work and stuff cuz I was at a halfway house and my van driver was seeing Stephanie's best friend who also work with us at the call center and he was going by there at night on the way back you know and hooking up so that's how that happened and me and Stephanie fell in love I didn't I didn't attend for that to happen you know and then I had to make the hardest decision I've ever made in my life and that was to not go back I mean and it killed me y'all it literally tore me apart it I'm still conflicted about it this day and it's been 14 years you know I mean it was horrible choice that I had to do but I had to do it so me and Steph get married 2010 July 9th I get us a townhouse right there in sylacauga we me and her keep working at the call center for the next few years we ended up getting us a house on Oakland avenue in sylacauga in this process you know I relapsed of course got back on dope and ended up taking some Xanax this one day and drinking on top of it no and I shouldn't have done that and I was at a party and this is so not me y'all I would steal it from stores not from like people like this but I was at this party and the guy that was there was on the lake on the Sea-Doo and he left his wallet on the dadgum bench and you know when I went out there I thought I'm at a lake what kind of trouble can I get into and that's why I wasn't really worried about taking the xanaxes and drinking on top of it you know cuz that triggers me to want crack so what worried about it and then boom there's a wallet sitting there and I took it y'all I took it and met my crack dealer at Walmart and bought his daughter's birthday party supplies for an 8-ball 7 days later the US Marshals were kicking in my door so from 2015 to January of 2017 I was in prison I went to Talladega county did 6 months there as a trustee sweet source looking out for me as he always has went to prison when I hit kelby I may work release ended up getting sent to childersburg work release which is right there where I'm from then I got a job while I was there and the job I got was 60 seconds from the front door of my house in sylacauga but by that time Steph had lost the house because I was locked up and she had to move down here to tallassee with her mother which is where we're at now and now her mother's since past and me and Stephanie are finishing paying on the house and it's going to be it's ours but so I get out of prison January 7th 2017 I come here to the house and tallassee now I was going to be on drug testing when I got out right and Stephanie said if I go back to jail she's done and she ain't riding it out no more now y'all I was on more dope in prison then I ever was on the street I mean I was super spun when I come out but I had to stop cold turkey because I immediately had to start testing so I came up with a plan I've never really had a problem with alcohol I'll just drink cuz I'm one of them guys it's got to be on something and you know quit doing the dope well it worked. Praise the source I haven't touched any dope since I got out of prison but I turned into a horrible alcoholic for the last 8 years or so I was drinking a gallon and a half of vodka a week I had to drink every two or three hours or I'd start throwing up I mean I had to have so much of my system everywhere I went I had to keep a 20 oz bottle full of vodka everywhere I mean any time all the time I woke up drinking I went to sleep drinking I never was not drinking I had to and it might know it was just horrible y'all it was just horrible especially at the end so get to be about 3 years ago My wife lets my son move in and it's it's a very bad situation for 3 years it's just really bad and and I was at the point where I was about to kill myself My house got raided I mean just it was just horrible and a voice told me to please hold on just hold on everything's going to be okay I said okay all right two days later this was on November the 11th 2023 I was going to work Stephanie was taking me it's about a 4 minute drive from my house to McDonald's where I was working at and in between is the ABC store I stopped at the ABC store because I was out of liquor and I didn't even have enough to fill my 20 oz bottle up to take to work so I stopped to get the half gallon topped off my 20 oz and between the liquor store and McDonald's which is a rocks throw and I did popped in my head that if I could go that whole shift without touching that bottle then I had the powers just stop that I could do it well guys I did it every time I get aggravated and want to hit the bottle I made a choice My family or liquor every time I chose my family and I would go and get one of those baby milks we get with kids meals you know and I chug up milk well at the end of the night I had about 14 milks lol. But when I hit that clock at 12:30 and I won that bet something in my brain clicked and I stopped cold turkey Just stopped walked away from it The craving was taking away I didn't suffer any and I mean any type of withdrawal whatsoever not even the slightest discomfort. It's and it's been what 12 months in a week at this point or something like that I just had my year anniversary the 11th of this month so just a little over a year and I I'm good I mean it's like I never drank before ever My life has changed in ways this last year that I could never thought possible I'm happier than I've ever been. Now I got to kind of back up I need to tell y'all what happened to Sandy so cuz that's that's a big part of my story of what some of what I've been through Y'all know I told you that I just didn't go back and that's how it ended I called her and told her I wasn't coming back and she said you met somebody didn't you I said yes baby I did she just hung up That's the last time I talked to her you know we were together for 14 years knew her since I was eight. A couple of years before I went to prison in between when me and Steph got married and I went to prison I was in St Clair county jail on a sanction cuz I tested dirty and I was trustee and my best friend that I hadn't seen in years which was me and Sandy's running partner He's the one it was us three that went around you know hitting licks he came through the jail and said I was feeding him his tray and he looked at me and said David I'm so sorry about Sandy I'm like what cuz I had told my mother that if anything ever happened to Sandy just don't tell me I just want to thank everything's okay and leave it at that you know but Derek said you ain't heard you don't know the house caught on fire and they couldn't get her out her sister died in the fire as well cuz her sister husband and two kids lived in the basement of the house and then the next day her sisters husband killed himself because he lost his wife those people they were my family I mean for 14 years you know and here I just find that out in the jail and I was one of the only ones that was a master at getting Sandy in and out of that wheelchair I would really quick with it you know cuz like I said she was big girl and but I mean I can make it happen so after I found out y'all can just imagine how I have tormented myself over all these years telling myself you know she died because I chose to not go back that I should have been there to save her and that is just tormented me which fueled my alcoholism. But I'm happy to say that I was supernaturally able to make contact with Sandy and make everything right but I was able to shed that. She sent me a gift to let me know that it was okay it was for sure I mean it was very very direct and but that was a blessing that that just happened recently it's on my Facebook but anyways yeah that I've been absolved with that though but I felt like old needed to hear that part too cuz that was really really hard on me but so since I quit drinking y'all I mean it's just been amazing now that y'all got the background I wanted all y'all to hear this because you know I want to be a part of this group you know I'm going to be active you know posting on here instead of Facebook this last year I've grown and grown and grown just done everything I can to better myself and become the light that I truly am and never knew that I even was y'all because I started doing drugs so young I've never known who the hell I really am until I just quit drinking and I'm not on some kind of substance I mean I take Suboxone and smoke grass but that's it and to me neither one of them count. You know I go to the doctor for my Suboxone so I mean. So this is really the first time in my life I am actually being rational but today y'all I had the most amazing experience so I've been meditating working with my energies I have learned how to summon my field and like like flow it through my body move it through my body right you know I'm just beginning to be able to play with that and I'm starting to get good at it or I was I was getting good at it well today and you know what I've been downloading every show you know beyond belief every disclosure of every one of them of every episode of everything every deep space I mean I have just dove down the wormhole but today I was watching an episode of beyond the veil and it was a near death experience from this woman and she was a nurse she was an RN and she had went into anaphylactic shot and she died anyway she described her near death experience and it was an amazing amazing experience she actually met and spoke with God for actually a while but I connected with her in her eyes while she was telling that story it's like a hone into her eyes and I'm an empath I was born with the largest amount of empathy I think a human being can possibly handle I mean it's just crazy I mean it's like handicap sometimes it's made life very difficult I stay very sad and upset I feel people's emotions that are around me and it's hard for me to be in crowds of people you know but anyway I like him on this lady's eyes and y'all I lived her experience I felt every bit of her the emotions that she felt while she was saying the story and describing how she was feeling and everything I was feeling what she was describing I felt her whole experience I was crying I mean just shaking so after that with that happened it finally took the last bit of the block My brain finally accepted and realized this is reality in the last little sliver of doubt and all that crap gone immediately got on my knees and started praying to the source talking to the source you know and let him know that I am down you know that I want to serve and just be the best being of light that I can possibly be and to use me in any way possible and at that moment I was hit with this electricity my whole body I swear I think if you touch me it would have shocked you and I hit the ground and just lay there probably I don't know 567 minutes I finally got up and I'm just in shock and wonder and happy and just total ecstasy at same time you know and then I start talking and stuff and then just all of a sudden I start talking back to myself but it's not me y'all I swear I'm not lying and I don't think I'm crazy but I have God in my head now like a constant like I can talk to him and threw me he talks right back to me like I'm just tearing a conversation on myself but it's not me and he's saying stuff that I don't know and giving me insight on stuff that I that I wouldn't have it's amazing y'all it's blowing my freaking mind but I still keep walking around thinking I'm nuts but it's like now since that happened it's like I'm total 5D in effect baby I mean everything's flowing y'all s***'s just coming and to me everything I want is just here appearing in front of you just boom boom boom boom everything is just lining up and the feeling that I have in my perspective everything it's almost too much to handle y'all it's like I'm going to freaking blow up I mean it's I want this what I'm feeling right now at this moment I want for all of y'all I mean I have achieved something I don't know what the hell's done happen to me y'all but I mean I just want to go and holler and sing and scream love from the highest mountain peak I'm talking about it's just wonderful I mean I've got insight on everything I know why I had to go through what I went through you know I know my purpose now I know I was born to be here and be this light this example to help my fellow man this is what I was born for All my life y'all I have felt like I was just a failure a piece of s*** or nothing My mama always told me that God told her I was supposed to be great that I was going to do something great and I've always felt like such a disappointment you know all my life because of that and now I see and he told me he said David he said you're going to live forever he said you went through that experience that small period of time that you went through that which I had your back the whole time and like y'all see through my story he did he made it to where I did not suffer horribly I just learned the lessons I need to learn you know without it just being horrific but he said you needed to go through that so that all the rest of eternity it's going to make you appreciate it so much more it's going to enhance the whole rest of your eternity so because you know we went through that little bit that little bit of times was a gift of enhancement now the rest of your life is going to be super magnified because if I gave you a silver spoon in your mouth when you were bored you wouldn't appreciate anything and it just blew my mind and I just started crying y'all and I just I just understand everything now it is just so amazing I'm trying to get my past back because y'all I feel like I'm supposed to do something like like I'm not just some average like I'm supposed something's important there's something I'm supposed to do there's something I'm supposed to find out or something I don't know y'all it's driving me crazy. But all you guys know that you got a partner in me I'm here I hope you all enjoyed the story shine bright
12 years on Epstein island without Wilson! via proxy.🤫
Heres Just 3 minutes of the now after 18 years without a how! (Soon i will post it in sections) UFO, NDE, + DEATH ITSELF, & BEING FORMLESS! 🙏😇NO WORDS
Hey i said e-mail (proton), most secure for normal tin foil hatters like us.
Unifyd message is not encrypted!
Anyway i noticed your a bit of a Charles Bronson fan, as everything you write has part meaning & meaning parts!
Cork me up a bottle bro & drop it in the ocean, i'll find it; "message in a bottle"!! Or set me up a "go fund me page" & help me escape Epstein island. I looked @tickets, flights have doubled after covid cancer 19. Deepest states have manouvrred all aspects of my life for 2 decades, isolation, silencing, & make poor so i cant afford a pair of shoes & make a stand! Take it all - u will nvr take me, i am formless essence, spirited & soulful eterna.
Im not for sale, im free! ✊
Just confirmed the source data was right all along, i wasted 10yrs ignoring my advice. Or was i? Maybe there was another purpose i chose the "land of darkness" without free will! You must endure the journey before that can be answered; & here we go in the new now! So whats next for the starseed, alien abduction to me is ET going home!
I need Wilson, cant last too long on an island without WILSONNNN!! 😄
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Wow guys I got up this morning not trying to be negative or anything but I'm in shock I seen the two blockbuster movies that they're about to release before the end of this year which is Justice League 2 and Terminator 7 . Are you kidding me right now could they be any more out in the open trying to romance everybody to go out there and turn into robots I mean it's getting crazy y'all we got to shine as bright as we possibly can and help as many as we possibly can but we will be victorious for God is on our side!!!
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Hey folks, I am going to assume you have watched TLS series, Disclosure series, Pyramid Codes, SIRIUS. Also, I assume you believe Trump's assassination failure was because he had Divine Intervention. I too have had some Divine Intervention. I can't begin to tell you how dire of a situation our country is in. I am the last person you will ever see freak out and I am not freaking now, that's because I'm prepared. Do any of you have stocks? Sell them! Get your money out of the banks, it is getting that close.
Elon is on our side and have you heard what he just did? He has bought Google and Youtube? Do you know why he did that? Because the same people who tried to kill Trump and before that held a bogus trial have just hit Google with too much to pay out. If Google and Youtube goes there goes our last outsource.
Listen, Donald had damn well better win the election. He is a sincere American as is his whole family whose lives are all at serious risk.
I intend to penetrate the Justice System here, not with guns, but by arresting the judges and lawyers who are blatantly violating everything America stands for.
Do you know who is behind this? Did you know they have put a plan in effect just after WWII for what we face today? Did you know Germany could have won WWII but didn't want to because they couldn't have conquered the whole world. WWII was just a test run and I'd say they got it down pat this time.
What happened at the end of WWII? The Nazi's left Europe via the Vatacan over to Argentina. What is Argentina Close to? AntArctica where the Nazis have massive underground bases. They had around 2 million kids and others in tunnels there that they mind controlled.
Anyway, if you are willing to help and have skills, even if it's only farming I got one hell of a secure place here with several empty homes on it. How about it, bring your pets, I have fenced in yards, room for a horse or two.
Let me ask you this question? When's the last time you were asked to come help save the world?
Is there any way to locate a legitimate Attorney to hire and I don't care what state they are from. I mean one that holds firm to their ethics and honor's their oath, rules of court and obeys the law, that may be shown some respect to push back on the Justice System. I have gone through 8 attorneys that I paid, who did not work for me and have had 3 judges and they are all bad. It's like Trump said, we do not have a Justice System. This is what I am pursuing myself here in Alabama to get out into the open and expose the corrupt Justice System. I have had to represent myself but they showed me no considerations and instantly denied every single one of my motions, wouldn't listen to my arguments. My divorce went on a little over two years and when the final hearing day came I was ready. What the Judge did is put up barriers between her and me at my podium. Then she put an armed security guard directly in front of me and another one behind me. She told me I had 1 hour to try my case. I told the court, I'm going to need 5-days. This is a complicated case. Judge's next words were, "I suggest you get started, now you only have 57 minutes left.
April 2024 is the latest comprehensive nationwide Prison population report by state and nationwide. This report showed Alabama leading the nation, by far, with the highest percentage per 1000 of its population behind bars. And it showed an increase in persons age 55 and older and it showed this same age group staying in jail longer than others that younger others charged with the same crime. Then 3-weeks ago our Governor just signed a bill authorizing additional Circuit Court Judges be added.
Now, it finally makes sense to me why we have freedom of speech and most are afraid to speak it. I consider myself a 3rd tier target and the tier the Dark Forces are now focusing on. I have run my own business for 40+ years and carry some influence with a number of people up and down the economic ladder. I figure government employees were tier 1 and big corporations tier 2. Tier 4 is a lot bigger group so it makes more sense now why they need more judges. I bring this up to all who may read this and I'll say similar to what Jason says, "believe me, don't believe me, that is entirely up to you", but regardless of what you believe, be careful what you say, be as non-con-frontal as you can be and keep your eyes wide open. Gather as much info as you can and hold on to it until after Trump takes back the White House. It's our only shot from what I can see, which is limited. There is one bright side to this, if we can get it made known it is happening and people start taking notice might very well be the quickest way to wake up America. I believe this reality to Americans opens the Door for ET's to the rescue without scaring American's into a coma. It is for this reason that this siege of America and the ET's stated they can't do anymore, it's up to humanity to be my driving force behind me getting this ET channel on as many airwaves as possible.
Drag Queen invited to Kamala Harris pride event accused of assault and rape. The party of sexual child stalkers strikes again...
God is real.. thank you Jesus for this precious life you have given me. Jesus is the one true truth.. everything else is suspect to being complete bullshit and hogwash. Our reality consist of one large biological plane of existence which is perceived by us, the observers in order to bring back experience to the one true creator, God. The truth is coming out slowly but one thing I do know after today, you can read through my 1000 plus posts and see my belief systems fluctuate from this to that, as I searched and scoured each and every philosophical theory of why we are here and who we are.. I came to the profound conclusion that basically everything that we have been taught from grade school is a lie and is bullshit.. I would say like 98% is wrong and bullshit. Once I learned the true nature of our existence I started being able to see everything for what it is.. bullshit. Sighing off..™ ©J®
Can anyone share some meditation techniques for beginners