All those "okay hold up" moments...yeah those. Do you remember how you eventually convinced yourself into believing that YOU were the one tripping? Well, you wasn't tripping. In fact that's what THEY wanted you to think all along and make you feel crazy. Your NATURAL instincts come from God who is the ONLY word, truth, and light. Marinate on that for a minute while sitting outside enjoying nature...tyt.

Overwhelming? Trust me I know the feeling. Okay now your research journey begin. Start with going back to each "I'm tripping" moment that you had strong emotions and try reliving your feelings. Don't worry they will all naturally come back in the order that they need to because now your listening to yourself for a change. Don't allow others to mislead you from the truth that you are now becoming aware of because that will only cause you to have to start this all over again because you have to start trusting yourself again.

Along this overwhelming awakening process, continue to seek guidance from God. He will show you the way. I like using the acronym P.R.A.Y when I pray. P for praising Him giving Him all the glory. R for repentance of your sins and shortcomings. A for asking for his guidance. Y for yielding off to follow the will He has for you.

Things that make you say hmm...

There ya go! You're most welcome. It was on my heart to share that with you. I don't enjoy seeing anyone dealing with negativity because I know it too well. We are all truly amazing in so many powerful ways and we are capable of so so much more than we know.

I know this will probably sound all wonky but it's so true when you think of it. Light always wins. I can bring light into any darkness and that light stops that darkness by illuminating everything. I can take darkness into light but the light doesn't allow the darkness to even exist and continues illuminating everything. The same as the truth doesn't ever need to be justified or explained because it is truth but a lie will continue to need justification and explanations for eternity because it's a lie.

Sorry if that was too wonky.

I am truly sorry that you have been going through all of that darkness. I have been there in your shoes, so I want you to know that you are not alone, I feel your pain. Just remember, don't ever let anyone steal your joy. I came to realize that they will try to dim your light to keep you blinded and to keep your light from being able to shine in someone else's direction that may also need to see to get out of the darkness as well. Like a chain reaction, in a sense. They won't to keep us in that dark negative state but we can not ever allow that to happen because we were created with power and purpose and they thrive on stealing ours from us. You are important, your feelings matter, you are loved, you're present and future is bright with joy and happiness and you are not alone ever. Today is a good day with many more to come your way. Have a blessed day!

I believe they are already a team.

Even though bills would normally be the first thought of what needs to be paid. I have to say that I would actually first get me a new or used laptop so that I could get my job back. If I had my job back I could then afford the bills plus buy myself some clothes of my own because I literally have no clothes. I have like 1 outfit of my own the rest are borrowed. I always make sure my daughter has what she needs above all else so I had to let myself go since my work laptop crashed a few months back lraving me to no longer have a job. I really gotta see how to get going with Operation Unity to fill that gap for me, I just don't know a lot of people. Anyways, when you are actually generating a lower than low class income with a child, things are stressful and that impacts my vibe. I know my financial circumstances will change for the better in time, that I do know. God will make a way. We may have to choose which need is better than another some times but at least we are happy and our most basic needs are covered.

That was beautiful!

Omg, I have been following the white rabbit and have recently been reading all this same content. I am so proud that I followed my intuition and my family refused to be vaccinated.

Happy Bday Crazy Jay 🤪! Congratulations on your sobriety!

I firmly believe this is chemtrails. Check this article out. https://www.humorousmathematics.com/post/what-is-geoengineering-chemtrails-cloud-seeding-h-a-a-r-p-weather-modification