I sometimes think this is linked to a hidden frequency in some song or ad that was playing that year, Or some hidden ingredient in something that everyone on planet earth loves to consume daily. I ask myself is my frequency, or vibration higher or lower Thinking about these things?" i understand to be possible. I know i need to concentrate my thoughts somewhere productive. Am i thinking up or down? Lol? Ive always thought of these things.

I did experience the loss of taste and smell, along with this numbness running down my arm, which is still with me till this day from time to time, if not everyday. I did hear things i couldnt place where it was coming from. i do remember hearing so many voices and seeing so many faces in my mind like a waking dream or nightmare. I had suggestions, feelings like they were coming from different mediums, some in my house, maybe my phone, others in the form of people,Or a cordinated hypnotic trance being imposed on me against my will by what i couldnt place. i started to guess the likley hood of things and assume, and speculate which almost drive me mad, kicked me into survival mode. I still wonder about where all these things were coming from and the media that feeds into my paranoia of what ive been speculating all these years.

One recent piece of media or news is the one about MIT perfecting a tech* that can invade ones dreams, induce dream states, or alter them. Ironic?

I had a similar experience. One that was pretty enlightening and destructive at the same time. I had to realize it was all by some ones design going on over the course of decades. I didnt want to confront that truth but i had to, im still here. I feel you on this.

sara This happens for people with a real support base i think. Breathing is very important or rather the control of it.

That might be the book of life. Things i hear about but dont fully understand resonate with me more in my dreams and nightmares sometimes. I look back later and connect the dots. The brain is funny like that. You sound very open to the right suggestions or the suggestions your dreams are made of. I wonder if something was trying to connect with everyone on the planet at once?

I spend alot of time listening to the water fall, my whole life. It has this calming effect on me. I once Had a fascination with fire as a child, that got watered down intentionally, and unintentionally i guess as i went along looking back.

One theory of mine they dont dare make us aware of their existence for this would inevitably lead to some form of decay of galatic proportions. It is our task to find them , not for them to find us it seems. They know we won't until this planet is made whole. Human History has shown us very little of what the human mind is actually capable of, until now it seems.

Always made jokes about a whole plant thinking towards one common goal in space. It would have to start with a common goal in humans on earth being accomplished as a whole in a point in time i guess.

The most abundant organism on earth is one that was discovered very recently interms of the history of science. Its more abundant than water. An organism. Could that organism be whats been watching this whole time? Primordial in nature. The most simple beings on the planet. Are also the most complex to our knowledge. it seems.

I think he realized how easily misinformed the world really is, due to many factors, adolescence being a main factor. What would one do with that power? To directly mold people to his will and his will alone ? The power to create real monsters? Seems that is a power this country is sharpening as we speak. The future smells of blood and brimstone taking these things into account. There is always some form of decay in the shape of a human that comes back to avenge all the forgotten souls cast aside by war ,famine,death , and conquest. Misinformation as well.

Faith in yourself is something that is limitless. Faith others have in you is something that can be made to use against you. Remain vigilant.

I mentioned this phrase on social media and got chastized and smeared for it. Being aloner all these years seems to have benifited some deranged cult, more than its benefited me. But there is more to unfold before my time is up.