Sometimes, for whatever reason, I will stop what I am doing, because a "feeling" that I've already died , already lived that particular moment, not de je vue, and im just flipping through a book of my life, remembering. Kinda looking through a photo album. I sometimes think I'm probably crazy.

This sounds like the religious sect of scientology. Is scientology part of this?

By describing exactly the position of this energy are you not afraid they will dig it up and steal it?