December 14, 2024

šŸ’”so lately I’ve been having so many ā€œaha! momentsā€ or whatever the word is for when certain experiences are just finally making sense.

I was diagnosed with a random thing back in 2018 when I was pregnant with my 3rd child. Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension. It wasn’t until literally just now it hit me the reason why I was experiencing those symptoms in my physical body. The doctor always said it was just a side effect of being overweight. If you look it up that is all they say, but if that’s the only reason why is it called ā€œIdiopathicā€ā€¦ because they don’t understand why it happens to some people and not all. Anyways long story short, it causes a build up of cerebral spinal fluid into your brain and mimics tumor symptoms. I saw a neuro-ophthalmologist, neurologist, obgyn and a OB Specialist to keep a close eye on the baby. IIH causes blurry vision and can lead to optic nerve damage and blindness from the excess spinal fluid… looking back it has me LoLing… because I was literally SOOO BLIND SPIRITUALLY… what a SPOT ON WAY to tell me to wake up!!! šŸ˜†I didn’t believe in anything as far as afterlife/spirituality, I was in a huge funk emotionally and just very very still in life. Zero motivation for anything really. I slept a lot and was very depressed.. It wasn’t until after I had my daughter, I discovered Dolores cannon books and gradually started waking up from there, but it’s been a long road and I’m finally enjoying the ride. Being more aware is so refreshing! I’m sure this happens to everyone in some way or another just wanted to share!! Not only that, I remember waking up one day and deciding to stop the medication and that I wasn’t giving that specific problem any more attention, all my symptoms went away gradually and I just stopped thinking about it, the problem just vanished šŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø I didn’t realize that this was the beginning of my awakening.

If anyone else would like to share something similar I’d love to hear!! Thanks much love to y’all šŸ’•šŸ˜Š

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