December 14, 2024

šŸ’”so lately Iā€™ve been having so many ā€œaha! momentsā€ or whatever the word is for when certain experiences are just finally making sense.

I was diagnosed with a random thing back in 2018 when I was pregnant with my 3rd child. Idiopathic Intracranial Hypertension. It wasnā€™t until literally just now it hit me the reason why I was experiencing those symptoms in my physical body. The doctor always said it was just a side effect of being overweight. If you look it up that is all they say, but if thatā€™s the only reason why is it called ā€œIdiopathicā€ā€¦ because they donā€™t understand why it happens to some people and not all. Anyways long story short, it causes a build up of cerebral spinal fluid into your brain and mimics tumor symptoms. I saw a neuro-ophthalmologist, neurologist, obgyn and a OB Specialist to keep a close eye on the baby. IIH causes blurry vision and can lead to optic nerve damage and blindness from the excess spinal fluidā€¦ looking back it has me LoLingā€¦ because I was literally SOOO BLIND SPIRITUALLYā€¦ what a SPOT ON WAY to tell me to wake up!!! šŸ˜†I didnā€™t believe in anything as far as afterlife/spirituality, I was in a huge funk emotionally and just very very still in life. Zero motivation for anything really. I slept a lot and was very depressed.. It wasnā€™t until after I had my daughter, I discovered Dolores cannon books and gradually started waking up from there, but itā€™s been a long road and Iā€™m finally enjoying the ride. Being more aware is so refreshing! Iā€™m sure this happens to everyone in some way or another just wanted to share!! Not only that, I remember waking up one day and deciding to stop the medication and that I wasnā€™t giving that specific problem any more attention, all my symptoms went away gradually and I just stopped thinking about it, the problem just vanished šŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø I didnā€™t realize that this was the beginning of my awakening.

If anyone else would like to share something similar Iā€™d love to hear!! Thanks much love to yā€™all šŸ’•šŸ˜Š

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