I would love to learn more about John Dee, I have been to the museum a few time because I so fascinated by the sigil.

I like the symbols x

Through growing plants and looking after the earth. I recently started talking to my house plants and even playing vibrational music, they are my best friends. I love it when a bumblebee 🐝 comes up to me. I am in awe with nature’s brilliance.

The true meaning of love is layered, and it often depends on context—romantic, familial, platonic, or even spiritual. But at its core, love is the deep, enduring care for the well-being of another, without expectation of return. It is a connection that goes beyond surface attraction or convenience, rooted in respect, trust, empathy, and a willingness to grow—both individually and together.

Here are a few dimensions of love that reflect its true nature:

1. Acceptance

Love means accepting someone fully, flaws and all, without trying to control or “fix” them. It’s the ability to see someone clearly and still choose them—every day.

2. Compassion

True love involves a deep sense of compassion. It’s being there for someone in their moments of weakness, and offering kindness, patience, and support.

3. Freedom

Love doesn’t cling. It allows space for growth, change, and individuality. Real love honors the other person’s freedom and respects their journey.

4. Commitment

It’s not just a feeling—it’s also a choice. Love means choosing to show up, even when it’s hard, even when the initial spark fades, even when conflict arises.

5. Connection

It’s a sense of union—emotional, mental, sometimes spiritual. A feeling that you’re not alone, and that your presence, pain, and joy matter to someone else.

6. Self-Love

True love also begins within. The way we love others is often a mirror of how we treat ourselves. Self-love sets the foundation for healthy, nourishing relationships.

You might think of love like a flame—sometimes blazing, sometimes flickering—but always needing tending, attention, and care. And when it’s real, it doesn’t just warm one person. It lights the way for both.

Honestly I wanted to be a mum. I never invisioned being a single mum, but I have 3 amazing boys (from the same dad) 22, 19 and 16. I am not going to lie it’s been the hardest job. Just trying to feed the trio of gentle giants. I have had cancer, broken my back, broken my ribs twice (currently broken) I still have to work tho I am a dental nurse. Not my preferred profession but dental nurses are always needed everywhere so I decided at age 44 to give it ago wondering what on eart am I doing. I passed the exams which where a challenge. I have had many jobs and always worked. I used to be a support worker for people with addictions teaching meditation and Reiki. I saw many flaws in the system here. I did help some people, some where lost forever. I also worked in a care home 2020 onwards, yes I watched the most awesome people have their jabs and then watched them pass on. It was too much. I was absolutely heartbroken, not to mention I had 3 teens at home breaking all the rules while mums at work. Lost my 3rd mother and she was only 59 which is the same age as my birth mother who died on her birthday, weird… my birth mother was Schizophrenic, I used to set her self on fire regularly. I got adopted by my 2nd mother who used me to her advantage but luckily for me she ran off with another man and a new mum came into my life but after two years she got non-Hodgkins lymphoma. She lived for 21 years. I was so luckily to have her in my life. The first hugs and effection and confidence was so needed. Still working on my confidence hence why you won’t see me being the centre of attention. I am proud of my resilience and my ability to love. I was a loving child. Not sure where I get it from. Anyway I could go on and as it’s been one thing after another but inside my heart always shines. Honestly my dream job would be to make a possitive impact. I tell myself I am but being me. Sometimes I get very down with the struggles but I appreciate everything and my boys are amazing even though they are flying the nest. I don’t know what I am going to do now. 😂Always looking for a new adventure. 💜

My partner asks me this question a lot. I actually think it’s a great question. I often ponder on this. I wonder if it’s different for everyone, I am thinking that for me it’s a feeling in my heart, a vibration, being aware of my vibration and how my vibe effects everything, awareness of such effects.

That's a nice story. 😀

That is so disturbing. Wtf

I love wild blueberries, and fruits.